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Thursday, December 24, 2009, 11:12 AM

; Spilled

Will this ever go to him?? It's my hearts question....

Thursday, December 25, 2008, 10:59 AM

; Rubbish!

RUBBISH ALL RUBBISH!!! I HATE HIM!!!

T_T went to meet him last night..... He ignored me
the whole time i was there.... It was his frenz that
accompanied me! His frenz that keep asking me
what happen between us...His frenz that walked
with me.....

When they ask him why he din talk to me, he change
topic.... how evill... then we went to his house.. His
bed is a double decker... then he went up when his
phone ring.... he talked so nicely, guess its a girl...
He talked to her the wholeeeee night!!!!!!

All i can do in entertain his brother and his frenz...
They keep asking me what happen.... I can't answer.
All i did is go Japan for 7days... =(

I feel my heart pounding... My tears trying to burst out..
But i can't.... i must be strong....! In the morning..... He
came down to the mattress beside me and gave me a hug...

I was emotionless... I don't feel love....

Then he fren came in, made a shocking comment....
He quickly ask us to get home... and he send us to the bus stop.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 8:41 PM

; Call....

This is weird.... Today he called Adeline.... My cousin.... His god sis....
Asked her out to celebrate Christmas... Then she ask me along to join
her.... I'm thinking aren't I his gf......? why is it that he ask her out and
not me?? I'm going crazy... I wanna find out why and what..... I'll go
meet them later... He and his group of frenz... we all know each other...
shldn't be much of a problem. haiz.... shall see how.....

Tuesday, December 23, 2008, 2:01 AM

; Hmmmm

Haiz.... I'm feeling quite upset.... i din really wanna talk to him recently....
i took it as if i din hear what he said and still call him... but he don seem
like he wanna talk to me......

I'm hurt... i'm upset.... i'm just so lost in words and feelings.....
how can he treat me this way....

Christmas is coming..... don't know how this is gonna go....

Feels like this bottle of love has spilled.....
Can't be put back again...
Is this true???

Saturday, December 20, 2008, 10:40 AM

; Haha...... =(

Hahahahahahaha this is interesting...... I called him just now....
and we chat a little..... Then i asked him, "Ay got miss me ma??"
and to my greatest surprise, he said, "errr actually no... was
thinking of another girl..." Okie.... aand as a gf u would definitely
be jealous and so i said okie.... really? and he said ya.... At this
moment my hearttt broke........

How can he do this to me.... i only left for 7 pathetic days.....
Maybe its just a joke.... let's take it easy...... So i put down
the phone and said i will call him back.......

Guess what?! when i called him back, he don seem like he
wants to talk to me.... He was like watching tv while talking
to me and super not concentrating! Especially when guys can't
multi-task! Fed Up! i put down....

Friday, December 19, 2008, 7:55 PM

; Beautiful scenery

Wahahahahhaa... Took this photo tot it looks nice... ^^

Thursday, December 18, 2008, 12:00 AM

; I'm Back!

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha Japan is just soooo fun! Actually i tot Japan alot of pretty girls but seem like its not true. haha din see really pretty ones! Hmmm bought alot of things for him and i cant wait to give it to him! shall call him later!

I called him from Japan to wish him Happy Birthday! ^^
But he just say, 'orh thank you' and 'bill very ex k take care bye bye.'

I was quite upset lahz but its ok lo... maybe he busy and what-so-ever! T_T