Sebrina

Spilled

2009-12-24T11:12:00.000+08:00

Will this ever go to him?? It's my hearts question....

Rubbish!

2008-12-25T10:59:00.000+08:00

RUBBISH ALL RUBBISH!!! I HATE HIM!!!

T_T went to meet him last night..... He ignored me
the whole time i was there.... It was his frenz that
accompanied me! His frenz that keep asking me
what happen between us...His frenz that walked
with me.....

When they ask him why he din talk to me, he change
topic.... how evill... then we went to his house.. His
bed is a double decker... then he went up when his
phone ring.... he talked so nicely, guess its a girl...
He talked to her the wholeeeee night!!!!!!

All i can do in entertain his brother and his frenz...
They keep asking me what happen.... I can't answer.
All i did is go Japan for 7days... =(

I feel my heart pounding... My tears trying to burst out..
But i can't.... i must be strong....! In the morning..... He
came down to the mattress beside me and gave me a hug...

I was emotionless... I don't feel love....

Then he fren came in, made a shocking comment....
He quickly ask us to get home... and he send us to the bus stop.

Call....

2008-12-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

This is weird.... Today he called Adeline.... My cousin.... His god sis....
Asked her out to celebrate Christmas... Then she ask me along to join
her.... I'm thinking aren't I his gf......? why is it that he ask her out and
not me?? I'm going crazy... I wanna find out why and what..... I'll go
meet them later... He and his group of frenz... we all know each other...
shldn't be much of a problem. haiz.... shall see how.....

Hmmmm

2008-12-23T02:01:00.001+08:00

Haiz.... I'm feeling quite upset.... i din really wanna talk to him recently....
i took it as if i din hear what he said and still call him... but he don seem
like he wanna talk to me......

I'm hurt... i'm upset.... i'm just so lost in words and feelings.....
how can he treat me this way....

Christmas is coming..... don't know how this is gonna go....

Feels like this bottle of love has spilled.....
Can't be put back again...
Is this true???

Haha...... =(

2008-12-20T10:40:00.001+08:00

Hahahahahahaha this is interesting...... I called him just now....
and we chat a little..... Then i asked him, "Ay got miss me ma??"
and to my greatest surprise, he said, "errr actually no... was
thinking of another girl..." Okie.... aand as a gf u would definitely
be jealous and so i said okie.... really? and he said ya.... At this
moment my hearttt broke........

How can he do this to me.... i only left for 7 pathetic days.....
Maybe its just a joke.... let's take it easy...... So i put down
the phone and said i will call him back.......

Guess what?! when i called him back, he don seem like he
wants to talk to me.... He was like watching tv while talking
to me and super not concentrating! Especially when guys can't
multi-task! Fed Up! i put down....

Beautiful scenery

2008-12-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

Wahahahahhaa... Took this photo tot it looks nice... ^^

I'm Back!

2008-12-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha Japan is just soooo fun! Actually i tot Japan alot of pretty girls but seem like its not true. haha din see really pretty ones! Hmmm bought alot of things for him and i cant wait to give it to him! shall call him later!

I called him from Japan to wish him Happy Birthday! ^^
But he just say, 'orh thank you' and 'bill very ex k take care bye bye.'

I was quite upset lahz but its ok lo... maybe he busy and what-so-ever! T_T

Leaving

2008-12-11T01:19:00.000+08:00

Okie!!! Leaving to Japan today le! I told him... haha and he still say his same old sentance, "don miss me ah!" Guess i will have fun and also think abt him lahz... ^^ Oh well.... It'll be fun and he'll do fine without me too! He got his brothers! ^^

*Bye dear! Take care wor! Will miss you! Hugs*

Time

2008-11-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

Oh yay... going Japan soon! Hmmm wat to do ne? this few day accompany him also like tt. Seems like nothing. Meet him, he do his own thing i do my own thing. Guess he tired ba. He always say he tired after work.

Hmmm that day we went K-box together hahaha. So cute, he has this very unique face. He look like "Wang Ren Fu" in 5566. So like alot of girls around him. *jealous* Which also means he quite good looking lahz. Just a bit fatter! LOL! Then we super act! He sang 5566 the song "Chun Zai" it's like his favourite song, everytime i talk to him on the phone he will sing that. I just love his voice, thou its not like super nice one but it has this very nice weird voice, raw yet nice if he work on it and go for training!! ^^

So cute..... but i think i'm getting tired. Always i go find him. Why he cannot come find me eh? The only time i felt so sweet is when i go shopping with my mummy and then pass by his uncle's shop, then my mummy wanna buy magazine and i saw him. We both got a shock but that feeling was just so magical. By then we both change quite a bit alr. He look more handsome and i look better LOL! And guess that is how we got together. That's the only time i felt something nice between us. haiz... guess its getting lesser and lesser......

Well maybe i'm thinking too much... ^^

Oh!

2008-11-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

Wow been so busy with school that i haven't been blogging ever since! Finally N's over!!!! yeah!!! can't wait for results.... N's seem ok but not sure how well it will go.

Ah haven been meeting him recently. but still got chat on phone. As usual, he always makes me laugh, he never fails to make me laugh. ^^

Hmmm going to japan soon le. Think i'm gonna miss him... =(
Some more i leaving on the day of his birthday! sianz. cannot celebrate with him. Its ok lahz. I'll go buy alot of things for him! ^^

Ha Ha...

2008-11-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

Hmmm wow so many things happening. Sianz. RO keep getting DC. Cannot connect. getting lazy to play. anyways, he also don always play le. Haha sch is so tiring! just start sch cant get use to timing! *yawnz*

Taking N's this year, must jia you! ^^

Hmmm anyways, went to his house that day to watch tv! LOL! cos he bored, so go find him lo. then we kinda end up like fighting! ahahhaa! He punch me!!! haha but the kidding kinda lahz! Then i realise his surname also Tan... =(
they say Tan and Tan cannot be together de....

But nvm lahz. I'm actually not Tan anyways... I'm so excited i'm going Japan in Dec! ^^

Hmmm

2008-11-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hmmm don't know why sometimes going out with him feels a little weird. haha. Anyways, he gave me a little $2 note folded in a heart shaped. haha. Took a photo of it. When he gave it to me i felt kinda happy haha but then he like, "Nah, give you." Ahahahhaha super funny. Throu i know he is not a romantic guy but still, who cares. He's quite romantic in RO lahz. haha but NVM. As long as i know he still cares for me can le. haha.

Happy.

2008-10-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

Awwww.. i really love him. See i made this bottle filled with hand made straw hearts! once its filled to the brim i'll give him! ^^

Almost there!

He's so cute

2008-10-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

Wow so long since i last blogged! Hahaha i met him. hahahaha he look kinda toot lahz but its ok thou. It feels super awkward but luckily he is a joker, made the whole tensed feeling calm down. We went to eat and walk around tampines mall. haha just chat lo and hear his lame jokes. He kept making me laugh. Think he's a nice person...

Funnily..... He call me "dear" even in real life! WHAT THE!
*faint*
I feel so weird! like game is game, real life is real life.... how can u connect that!!! thou i have a little bitsy feeling towards him but still!!!

We stop meeting each other cos out of the way but he calls me now and then to chat.

Not long later we met again. this time he really look good! haha din know he could look this handsome!! ahahahaa.... ^^ He hold my hand that day when we went out!!! arugh!!! so sweet yet! HE DIN ASK ME TO BE HIS REAL LIFE GF! But oh well... it seem natural. Guess we really fell in love???

WA LAG!

2008-10-20T18:33:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh!!! SUPER LAG LAHZ! Everyone was there to attend "Our Wedding" ahahahha... super lagging. Its a tradition in Ro that the couple have to throw items on the floor for people as gifts in the game. Somemore cannot anyhow throw must at least throw some good itemz if not next time people see us know we throw rubbish itemz! ahahaha. but lag until i donno what is happening. just throw only lahz. Then we go to a nice place to sit and chat. haha think its a place where all wedding couples in RO go! ahahahha... So sweet rite!!! See the dress! so nice!!

Happy.

2008-10-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

We getting MARRIED in RO! so cute!! Can't wait to wear the dress and everything. we hunting for all the itemz... From shoes to dress and flower and RINGS! haha. of cos we finding good rings so its not for show onli but also helps us for fight. Hmmmm... oh well! check out the discription for the shoes!! so cute!!

YAY!

2008-10-04T17:40:00.000+08:00

Ahahahhaha i He's online now. ^^ I'm seriously acting as if i don miss him! BUT INSTEAD HE ASK IF I MISSED HIM!

How horrible... But i said, "no" ahahahaha. He brought me to a nice place to chat. Haha so cute rite. Its like we're dating... but online!!! Die i think i have kinda feeling for him. sianz. Realize he is having hols now waiting to go into ITE. hahaha.

Oh dear.

2008-09-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

Oh no.....

This is kinda bad!!! He's not online today!! or YET! and i'm bored. I think i miss him... ARUGH! So irritating.... and i don't have his msn or number to ask him to come online... =(

Got to know him

2008-09-21T16:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Kinda weird.. haha. He's a Singaporean! I'm getting to know him better now. He is older than me by a year. We call each other, "Dear" cos since we are "together" in the game so...

He's really sweet. Thou he is just my online bf but he seem like he's really concerned abt me in real life. He would ask if i eaten and stuff. Hmmm ok i just thinks he's nice! that's all!!

Met this guy...

2008-09-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

Was playing RO today and this guy asked me to be his girlfriend in RO. haha i think he is quite cute lahz the way he talk. haha so i agree lo anyways its just a game! Took a screenshot!

Wahahhahahahaha see! Such perfect match! I think we look so cute together! ^^

Haha Well that's life

2008-09-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps. So much abt that amazing fren i just met! Well there was a period of time or say abt 1 month alr. that girl havent been talking to me normally like how we use to talk! Was really upset abt it lahz! She hurt me deeply and for abt 2weeks i was upset. Tos saif maybe God is dealing with my heart! teaching me to be strong. Mercy said God is healing my heart of rejection... True enough! yup that was it. Like wherever i am she don't wanna be! i wanna go this side she wanna go the other! even thou i only know her for like 2 weeks but it alr hurt deeply! I talked to God and i went on to get to know my other classmates. They are all cool!

Anyways, i dropped it after 2 weeks and overcome it! ahaahaha! thanks to everyone. well and nowadays she is starting to talk to me more! haha good thing but to me is like i don wanna get close to her anymore like wat are the reasons she treated me coldly out of a sudden! I forgive her! Well i just don wanna go closer anymore thou.. just normal classmates. so as the rest of the class. i just don wanna have any deep relationships with any of them. i have enough close frenz...

Just tat there is this girl who always is with me. she's a malaysian! and she is a direct transfer to level 1 so she knows no one. so i tried to help her whenever she has any problems and needs help. She basically donno anything cos watever we are doing now is all like foundation work. and she never do b4 so i taught her how to do her Creative Process Journal and she is always afraid of presentation and just this Mon she presented her work.

Guess wat! She did really really really well! when she started off she really donno how and wat to do and so i keep pushing her on, giving her ideas and helping her along. and wow! she was amazing! her work is beautiful, her CPJ is so! well done! everyone in class was "wowing" at the back and my heart melted... she picked it up, she learned fast and even my lecturer was impressed by her CPJ! tt's a disciple! thou no one "wowed" my CPJ but deep down inside i know! Its ok if they "wowed" at hers and not mine cos God knows. and its just great when u teach and help someone and ppl are impress by that person u taught..

One thing is to give all you have and let them be better than you. That's true discipleship...

Amazing God!

2008-08-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps!
On wed i went to class. so lonely cos i tot my this use to be close friend don wanna talk to me. true enough. but not true either. anyways so i was lonely in class and guess what! i have to do a group project! or say a duel project. and i don know anyone! well besides that friend but this girl wanted to do with him. so well ok... i'll find someone else. so i was praying and asking God, "hey God who do u want me to do this portrait of? maybe throu this you can speak to that person with my designs." then i was like a bit troubled and so i saw this classmate! ha! so i wanted to ask her but a bit shy ah! haha! but my chance was slipping off!!! so i gather my boldness(direct translation) and i said, "Jacq so have u found any classmate to do e self portrait of?" and she said no! and also said she is trying to look for one and is also troubled to find one! so i said, "I can do that project with you then if you don't mind!" and she say "OK! that will be good then i have another less problem to think of. "

HOW COOL! and guess what God is so amazing! She turn out to be a Christian! and she knows FAITH! cos she was previously from Whitely! <-- i think? yup and she is a Bass guitarist! ha! how cool! So i just wanna say when ever you feel lonely or like donno how to do things and u are new. Pray! God will do something! ^^

Today i went to sch and guess wat again! haha i reach sch at 9 and i finish sch at 10 10am ha ha interesting! so today is a long free day! but i did research and some experiments SO HARD! paper folding is not as easy as i thought! ANYONE CAN TEACH ME! kinda scared... cos i donno if i can do well but on the other hand confident cos i know God is with me. so oh well, im just going to do my research! cya!

ahaha!

2008-08-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hey! First day of sch! so cool! so exciting! thou i did nothing! but i chat with new ppl! haha! and i met all my best frenz from foundation! i miss them alr!!! was talking to Isaac and Keith yesterday and today and made me think alot of God! That when i felt so tired of trying to get closer to God and i cant cos i cant discipline myself. And then i was abt to give up and i feel as if God feels i am not doing enough or spending time with him but after that God spoke throu Pastor Chinh and God said "you are my daughter, whom I AM well pleased."

And so i am soooo encouraged and now know that God is pleased with me and so i'll walk towards getting closer to God. and ya! so it kept me going this week and today i went to sch super happily! ha! so fun! then i almost have flu but i prayed sooooo hard! and i din had sneezed quite alot but not very serious one and then no more ha! Praise God!

Anyways, “This is what the LORD says, he who made the earth, the LORD who formed it and established it—the LORD is his name: 'Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.”- Jeremiah 33:2-3

I'm planning to do all my designs with God's divine creativity. And so I wanna do all my designs not out of my mind but out of God's mind! So yup and this is why i put the verse up there! That is the verse of the day! and so God is saying "Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know." ^^

WUU HOO!

2008-08-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I"M STARTING SCH TML! so excited! so im meeting a friend for break fast! ha! okie. just to say a little ha. ok im gonna pray and sleep alr.! good nite all!

Hmmmm

2008-07-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

“I will never forget your precepts, for by them you have preserved my life.”- Psalm 119:93

Verse of the day. It's so true for me in this verse. If it weren't for God's word I wouldn't be doing what I'm doing now... Don't even know what would have happened. But guess it wont be good thou. Before i really know God, i am said to be a Christian. but i still do so much bad things and don't know what life has for me. Well, christian but guess what? WE CHRISTIANS ARE ALSO HUMANS! and we do still do mistakes. its just that when we are a christian, we wanna walk towards being like Christ so we try our best not to sin but we still do! but as long as we watch it and seek to kick that sin away God knows and sooner or later its gone. you'll get over it. anyways, i wasn't that bad after all because i have the Word of God rooted deep inside of my heart. i don't know why...

Like if anything happens i would feel God trying to tell me He is there and i don't have to worry. All my life since young, now to think of it, it's the Word of God that kept me strong and going. The Word of God found in the Bible, heard about, sing about, read about, watched about and etc...

People say, "how do you hear God speak? Do you really hear a voice?" Some people do but God speaks in many ways... Like He just spoke to me abt my dreams in the cartoon, "strawberry shortcake!" it was saying that dreams can be fulfilled if only you believe. don't think that your dreams are to big to be done or reached but as long as you work towards it and believe with all you have done, you will make it up there.

Yup and sometimes God speaks from the bible.. When you read a verse or sing a song.... God is everywhere. Just speak to Him when you need Him. He works differently, just be sensitive... ^^

Wow!

2008-07-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.... haaaaa i'm back to blog!!! Saw one of my friend's blog and guess what? i was sooo inspired by what this friend did. A designer to be. So am i but i feel so intimidated cos that friend is super good. From all that this friend did, i can see the passion, joy and effort put in the designs. So i started to think, "how can i improve and be better?" School's starting!!!!! Really hope I can improve... and not be lazy....

Anyways, my spiritual life has been amazing! God has been planning out stuffs in my life, people to meet and road to walk. Thou walking is really blur. But i'm still walking by faith! Believing He knows best for me. I Love God!

Feeling kinda low moral now... ha what to do? I asked for it. Laziness kills.
Lord help me!!!!! I DON WANNA BE A NOBODY! i wanna be ms Christian! will you pour down ur divine creativity on me??
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wuuu

2007-12-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

Wuuuuuuu..... its been really long since i last blog..

Well i'm now having holidays from Lasalle first term! really glad to get into this sch! seriously thank God! i Love my fellow classmates loads! really loads! they are all just so adorable...! having hols now makes me even more tired... but i guess its because of this that i begin to learn that nothing is too hard to accomplish!

Anyways, ppl or everyone! Vibrant youth ministry is having our first musical production called "Come Home" on the 21st Dec 2007, friday night 730pm at 38C Belvedere Close, it is near redhill mrt just beside Cresent girls school or Grace Assembly of God church. It is free admission! Come and bring ur frenz to enjoy this time together!

Basically, it is about a boy who ran away from home and with the help of this girl who encouraged him to go home and prayed with him to that he will have a good relationship with his parents and achieve his dreams. And stay tuned to what will happen at the end... Guess it might be obvious by now but come along and join us for a fun time!

ALL FRENZ OUT THERE! I REALLY WISH U WOULD COME! CYA! HUGS!

Welll......

2007-09-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

Well let's tell you all abt what happen this week...

Cos i'm like working to earn $$ for sch materials which will cost a bomb so i am really tired lahz... as in really tired..... then i had a best fren who really wanna find a job cos she needs or wants this $$ to bless her photo shoot frenz... so then Angelina helped me find a job for her but it requires 2 person so i was so sad but cos of my fren i decided to like use this time to spend time wif her lo... then who knows the dates change and it clashes wif the photo shoot day... then so we prayed and try to ask the boss if we can finish earlier on her photo shoot day so we can rush down for photo shoot... and so the boss said, "Oh, sure ok provided they come back on another day to finish it." And tt is a testimony itself...

Well then the first day of work, we were late! also due to not knowing where is the place. Suppose to reach at 830 but we reach at 930 but the boss said its ok and asked us to say we start at 830... then later the person-in-charge of us was like you 2 wont be able to finish checking all the items in one day, its impossible so we have to come back another day and so i was like, "i don wanna come back!!! i'm starting sch soon! i wanna rest!!!!". At tt moment i was sooo upset lahz... then Wei Qing and I started doing QC for the itemz and chatted alot alot alot alot.... and we prayed tt the impossible will be possible with God's help to finish faster then wat they say we cannot... ^^

then during lunch the supervisor paid for it and bought drinks and fruits for us too! so cool lahz super blessed lo... then when the person-in-charge came he was so shocked tt we completed like 90% of wat we need to do and both of us was shocked too! hahaha... we had to check 6800 itemz... and we finish 5300 in like 7hrs... cool huh? donno how we did it too...

the next day which is today or say ytd we were late again!!!! so we taught integrety so we write in our time sheet 9am start work... then the person-in-charge came over to see if we are done wif the left overs and then he bought drinks for us... ice-milo and green tea! so nice huh? then later another collaugue blessed us wif curry puff! then aft finishing another set of itemz they wanted to sigh our time sheet... then the P-I-C was like, "why u put 9am?" so i said i was late tts why... and then he realised an error in WQ's time sheet so he asked for 2 more and he wrote the time for us... and he write we start at 830 and end at 330 when its 12pm onli... then he signed and ask us to submit it then we can go... we were so blessed lahz ok... he totally gave us another 3hrs free...! but we worked hard lahz... really... completed it so fast! haha... so blessed lo...

then WQ treated me lunch and was invited to one of her frenz birthday party cos she know my cousin also! wat a small world! then went for prayer movement... it was amazing!!!!!! and aft tt cos i really wanna learn sign language and i sat beside this couple who knows and aft tt i talked to them and they intro me to their teacher who taught them sign language! so cool huh! God's favor lahz! then i forgot to take my camera! i left it there when i was on my way to mrt i rmb and thank God for PR! she drove back and Rem and Sam went to find it for me! and they found!!! wat a blessing!!! THANK GOD!

Rmb all things are possible wif God! love u all! hugs!

Back

2007-09-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps...
Happy National Day Singapore!!!

So many things happened tt i cannot not blog... hahahaha.... well surely miss Karen recently... ^^ hmmm this few weeks i have been working temp jobs and its really lots of fun... worked in the airport to pick up phone calls... haha... ^^

One day aft work at the airport which is like super cold till i wanna faint haha... then when i was on my way back this taiwan girl who is working at the airpot counter saw me and asked if i am cold and so i told her ya i am and u know wat she did??? she just took off her uniform coat and lent it to me... so nice rite??? so sweet lahz then i wrote a little thank you card to her... ^^

This happened like last thursday... ^^

HellO!

2007-08-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

Hello all! go to my tagboard pls!!! and scroll down to take a little 6 question test abt me to see how well u know abt me! whahahhaha! should be easy lahz! haha... ^^

Sch!

2007-08-16T14:36:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps! whahahhahahaha! Finally i start sch!
Its so fun lahz! we were suppose to walk ard sch and then collect itemz in an area and then go back to create a map! and when walking i almost died lahz!! cos its so hot and we cannot find the places! then super have to find and i was late so i donno wat am i suppose to do! so in the end i anyhow lo...
And you know they are all creative lahz! and i am like so lousy! then i keep praying tt God make me more creative! then in the end i did a few nice things while doing and they all said it was nice! ahahahaha so very happy! at first we wanted to do a normal map and so my teacher said to us that we don have to be so normal and so in the end we decided to make our map like a puzzle... whahaha and my area tt i am in charge made a pop-out thing and i made the indian temple pop-out haha! so fun lahz ok! and really get to bond wif my classmates! ^^

But there are better ones lahz saw this group which made their map a cube balancing on a small thing at one corner and then the map ard the cube wif real sculpture of buildings! haha cool! Love my sch and really looking forward to class! ^^ take care peeps bye!

making a difference

2007-07-25T09:19:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.... guess wat? know i recently have been playing game and so therefore i wanted to make a difference in game... touching lives and bringing the Love of Christ in tt place... and i am glad i did... i did a design and told this person the meaning of him name which he hated and he was sooo blessed by it... and i praise God and thanks Him so much for allowing me to bless His heart and let Him know tt God loves him... so happy now... chaoz!

AHH!!!!

2007-07-22T10:15:00.000+08:00

ARUGH! guess wat peeps.... i just checked my email which i din check for a long time alr... and guess waT!!!! u know freedom writers? they had this free item.... the hood jacket thing!? u know i won it!? but i din check my email and so it expired!!!!!! expired for 2 months! like crap! and i so wanted tt hood! but i din had the chance to own it!! thou almost! but i'm at least happy i at least almost got it lahz... haha... so much for not checking emails.... sad..... but its ok....

another thing was... so long din check email din know got so many frenster testis! when i went in then i checked and saw so many new testi tt i cannot even rmb accepting!!! is it on auto accept? i donno but when i read it im like oh no... and i din reply...... like thanks!!! zzz hahaa.... yup tt was my shocking moment!

anyways recently just got a job! whahah.... but i don really need to know anything... just basic wat is the company all abt... then one day this irritating lady come and ask me how long will a class take and so i said i donno cos im in a diff department... and she was like, "haha, you work here and u donno??" and she kept laughing at me! and was thinking i am rediculas...!!! but then i told her 1hour and she din believe me!!! like which english class takes half an hour???? so short teach wat???? zzzz.... and she speaking to me in chinese i donno wat to answer so i said i donno in chinese lahz... which i think was a bit mistake thou i should have said i am not sure... sounds nicer! arugh!!!!! but its ok let's make the best out of it! ^^ cya!

hmm...

2007-07-17T06:18:00.000+08:00

hello peeps... haha... recently so many things happened... haha too many to tell anyways cos some i even forgot alr... too long time ago.. well u know... i'm actually working now... and i am new here replacing a staff on mc... and u know... this person like showed me attitude when i din know wat to do... then i was thinking... i am new and just a temp staff! lol but well its ok... trainning to be nice! haha... got affected so tts why im here typing!! haha... receptionist actually quite fun lah.. but... scary at times... well but i think u will get the hang of it soon... ok gtg in case boss come!! haha chaoz!

ERIC

2007-07-02T04:07:00.000+08:00

hello peeps... lets see wat exciting thing did i miss out...? cant rmb... i know alot of exciting things happened recently haha but not time to blog... anyways... sat Eric flew off to America and he is going there for 2 weeks! oh my... so then pr decided to ask the youth those who can go send him off to go and shockingly alot of ppl came... his light was at 530am so we all were there since 12am alr... ^^ not all there laz but sarah ty cy cephas and myself was there at 12am... and so we played brigde and lots of stuffs... enjoyed myself lahz.. but super tiring... but i was kinda energetic lahz...

then we gave eric a suprise when isaac's car came we were like running aft the car and alot of us were like holding paper written ERIC I LOVE YOU! kinda thing... so when he came down of the car we all crowd ard him and ask for his signiture...! wahhahaa then he wear so smart... wif a coat then really like some superstar kinda thing... haha... then he really sign for us and we all were like making a big woo ha abt it.. haha... he was shocked too lahz... haha... then there were like ppl looking at us thinking which big star is here kinda thing haha! then so we had a few body guards to push us away and then they turn around and flash their stomach which had like words on them... saying Eric etc... they too shy to show me... haha... onli for eric to see... ^^ then super funny... then aft tt sam had to act as if he got something very important to tell eric and bring him to the toilet... and it almost failed! cos eric at first din wanna go... haha... then in the toilet keith was there to do something to eric also... then donno wat happen cos toilet i cannot see.. haha...

then up the escalator a few more pop out and then finally pr and sarah then faith called eric saying she saw a vision tt he is wearing this and tt shirt blah blah... then put down and then christy also called and say he wearing this and tt shirt pray for him... saying they just woke up and stuffs... then we was like kinda shocked and don believe they weren't wif us then aft like 10mins then both of them popped out... then eric was like ahahaha i knew it! christy sounded weird! haha... then we sang a song for him...

"We the citizens of Vibrant, pledge ourselves as one united ministry. Regardless of race, language or religeon, to build a ministy of giver, lover, server, our nation and our generation, so as to achive happiness, prosparity and progress for our nation!"

and...

"This is Eric, we are your fans.. some are crazy, most are like you... flipping the pen unto our face... you will come back wif... super pink mohock!"

incase u donno its actually " this is my country.... " oh no sing this eric one till i forgot the actual song! haha... ya so he was super blessed! aww missed him alr... ^^

okie then tts all for today... ^^ chaoz!

BLogskin...

2007-06-28T07:10:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps! hahhahahhaa.... i very happy... today my sis and Jerome ask me if i can create a blogskin wif all the donkeys we have and i said can but very troublesome... haha... then guess wat? then they say they willing to pay me if i do it... and yay! i did it and they gonna pay me! thou very little onli lahz but at least better than nothing... at least can last me for another 5days maybe? or less! ah! ^^

RO down today... super boring... wake up wanna do work but lost the cd... then sms PR she din reply... sianz... then talk to Isaac awhile... then do the blog and settled some stuffs called KJ but his phone cannot get throu... till now RO still down... i'm soooo bored! trainning RO also bored... then isaac cannot go high lvl place no one wanna choing wif me.... haha... if onli weilian(my bro fren) is ard!! he surely bring me go chiong hard hard places! and he surely help me hunt items.... and surely my bro will come along then one big group go fight! hahahaha! so fun! usually when we fight in groups if i'm dying they will heal me... if i kill slowly then will help kill as long as i hit it first... if they died or anyone died we will ressurrect each other then fight again and kill tt dumb monster! haha.. but haiz..... now onli can afford to fight alone! cannot in big groups! cos i think weilian busy! then my bro play his other characters! then sometimes then he will play wif me... but no use actually cos he high lvl... i low lvl... and onli the 2 of us... very sianz... must more ppl more fun... and then i realised tt i don like to fight alone and play safe... i like to fight things i cannot fight...

So actually i find tt in life we should be like tt too... fight things we cannot fight... we may fall but who cares... stand up and fight again... keep fighting it and u will win! so peeps don give up fighting ur way throu life... its worth it! cos its exciting!!! and ya fighting in groups are amazing! u help one another out... some are there to hear u out, some praying for u, some blessing u wif stuffs... etc... and so i wanna say tt frenz... i wanna fight wif u as a group and when we fight as a group... we kill the enermy faster and easier... so don give up on ur frenz and know tt YOU are All IMPORTANT TO ME! SUPPORTING YOU ALWAYS! LOVE YA ALL! ^^

Facial?

2007-06-27T10:39:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! recently i went to help cephas mum for the facial model thing... super fun... but also i realised how woman and spend so much money and take so much pain and time to be beautiful... haha... ^^

well... recently also play so much RO till i find tt i wasted so much time... haha... thou i got to know new frenzand got to bond wif isaac lahz... but hmm... slack too much alr! better get back!

recently or say this week my vibe did QT together almost like everyday and i pray it will be consistant... cos humans.... haha... we usually are not consistant! well but i realised tt God speaks throu all of us... even just a sentence can bless my heart hearing it from them... just so amazed... and just now while doing qt God spoke to me... well i kinda lied to this fren... and then God said ppl who stay in darkness have guilt or like afraid to come out to the light kinda thing... so i called her to apologise... and told her wat happened... and i hope she will forgive me... or might not even trust me again but.... i have to make things clear... and hope she understands... okie...

well today went for the facial thing again... haha fun... but tiring... have to wake up at like 8 to go down... can die... haha cos not use to sleeping early now... hmm and donno why i think i got diarrea or something like tt... haha... okie sounds disguesting! haha kk tired tired! kk chaoz!

Its youth camp!

2007-06-21T14:36:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! its been a long and busy week or weeks... haha... well youth camp is over! and i really enjoyed myself... Missed the power rangers wif the roti prata cheer.. its so cute..... thou it was tiring and painful everywhere but its worth it... learnt to care for one another and encourage one another and keep walking and supporting one another throu tough times and even lonely times... really missed all of the youth now... hahah... well dance workshop was awesome... good job vibrant dance team!!! u guys really rocked my life and really kept me going while teaching the class... really made me feel tt u guys don just join for fun but cos u really wanna learn how to dance... proud of u all...

Of cos i'm proud of the rest of the vibrants in the other workshops too!! u guys were amazing on stage... rocking the whole church building!!!

i'm glad no one had given up on the workshops and pressed on throu it... everything is hard... but we take up the challenge and go for our dreamz... They all made the choice to go for wat they wanted and tt bravery "i think its spelled tt way" encouraged me...

You vibrants are Heroes and u guys will save the world once again... rock the world peeps! u guys are alll amazing!

Love you all! had a great time wif u all and i miss you! bye!

Ytd!

2007-06-05T09:09:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone haha... just changed my bg song! whahahha! so happy! check out this webby!
www.xanga.com/vibrantyouth
its nice haha!

k guess wat? ytd aft church a few of the vibrants stayed back to help deco the church for youth camp! whahaha! so excited! then we had alot of fun! hahaha! really lots of fun and service was awesome! haha... and then... i was sick! haha got my flu again! well its cos i din have enough sleep! haha! well then was quite tough being sick and still doing the deco lahz... but its ok at least i had fun haha!

Aft the deco i left wif Karen to go for her Cos Play or something like tt.. don really know how to spell lahz... but ermz... its like everyone dress up like gotic or like some anime kind... wow~ i saw really alot of ppl and wow! the way they dress.. i'm so amazed! its nice lahz.. just a little scary! but i can say its really nice! and super cool can~!

Well its wat they like lo and they all really enjoyed it! haha... well i enjoy seeing it but sad thing is all the guys in the diff anime are all girls dressing up like them... so its like hmm... u don get much excited cos its a girl tt is dressing up like them lahz... so haha... most of them are girls lahz.. not much of guys there... but Karen said maybe cos we went too late then all the guys left alr.. but oh well watever it is... most ppl there are quite cute thou! haha! really super diff style and wow they are soooo bold can!!!! really bold! *claps* ^^

But interesting lahz... really! i really enjoyed it... thou i was half dead... cos not feeling well... wanna die alr... but cos of her i stayed on lahz... then i tried to cover up tt i feel like dying haha... but i really enjoyed! haha... say this girl acting as Sasuke in Naruto haha she look super cute! haha... then i went home...

Supposingly meeting weiqing but i felt super dead and tired... so i told her cant meet her alr.. wanted to just eat instant noodles and eat medicine and go to bed... but guess wat..! super pissed...

I knew my dad haven eaten and i cant just let him go hungry like tt... so i decided to ask him if he wanna eat Mac we can just order... but he wanna eat KFC then i say ok lo order KFC but in the end he say wanna eat mixed rice... looking at me sick like nothing...and just bathe.. preparing to not care abt anything but rest... i asked my bro to go buy but he don wan... i sort of like begged him lahz... he still don wan cos he just reach home but i also and i am sick lo! but he din care lahz.... so i was super angry and just walked out of him room and go buy! sort of showed some attitude lahz... cos i really felt super tired... but they just din understand lo... i just wanted them to know i am sick and i still have to serve them a bit no heart lahz...

wateva then i went to buy food and went back.... i told myself its ok... so i just prayed and forgive them! haha.. then i ate and eat medicine... get most things done then went to sleep at 9.44pm haha... slept till this morning lahz... super tired lo... and ya...

just now went back to Namho wif Alex for awhile... ate lunch wif a few of them... and Disney land has this pirates of the carribian thingy so Namho this little corner was filled wif pirates stuffs lahz.. super cute and nice! and i saw the video kinda thing... wow the guy who is acting like Jack Sparrow in Disney land really look like him... but he is not... but the way he acted really look like the real guy... haha... then aft tt went back to MP to buy present and met up wif Kevin and blah blah blah... haha...

Kk now i am going for a jog!! haha! kk catch up wif u guys again! chaoz!

1June

2007-06-05T08:31:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! 1st of June was my mum's birthday and guess wat?! we went to sakura to eat! its international buffet! and i ate so many things! whahahahha! the best was the hot plate black pepper beef and the durain puff...! wow! so nice! then aft tt went back to church for leaders retreat! HAHA! had lots of fun! and also realised tt Faith and Christy was super super scared of crocroches wateva the spelling haha... then Eric and i was like having so much fun! lol! really had lots of fun wif all of them lahz... ^^

Then it was sat... super super tired... cos the previous 2days have to wake up at 7 for emerge... and then so not enough sleep... even now i am like half dead alr... haha still got not enough sleep... ^^ anyways...

everyone do go check out this cool wwebsite... its my youth group's blog.. kinda thing... VIBRANTS BLOG!! haha... there will be a camp going on, on the 14 to 16 june guess all of u know alr... can go there and check out more... ^^

its www.xanga.com/vibrantyouth

and Vibrants who might have lost the camp list its posted in the web too... incase u donno wat to bring its all there k... ^^

tomoyo

2007-05-29T06:49:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! tell u all a secret haha but now no longer is lahz... i started playing RO again! hahha! but its bad... waste alot of ur time and u lose focus... haha... suppose to meet a fren inside today at 2pm but he din turn up and i was late too... suppose to go hunt itemz... anyways....

Went to food fare wif my mummy just now and wow ate a little and i full alr... then my mummy bought so much stuffs and i have to carry it back... but i could take it lahz tt heaviness but my mum taught i cant and asked Jerome to come down help me... haha then Jerome was like wat the so small need help... haha...

well recently my body seems a little tired... haha... guess i havent fully recover but got better aft sunday... ^^

Hmm guess tts all for today... bored nth much to talk abt... kk chaoz!

YOUTH CAMP!

2007-05-25T05:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!

God is amazing! This week i have been hearing Sermon on the Mount by Pastor Kong! He is amazing! I really learn alot from tt sermon and i am moving towards God... seeking him and igniting my passion for him and for the prophecies given to me once again!

You know recently i found a job... and its like doing image editing and collecting design competition entries... but it starts on the 1 of june and the bad thing is from 14 to 16 june there is Vibrant Heroes camp!!! then cos i start work i cannot take off for 2 days! just like tt... so i asked Veron who offered me the job to help me check if it is possible to take off... then one day she told me sis tt she cannot hire someone who cannot commit to working days... then i was very upset and totally lost... cos this job is really really really good for exposure b4 i start sch... i get to see all the kinds of design and wat is rated as good and bad... etc etc...

but on the other hand i really really really wanna go for youth camp! its gonna be so exciting!! there is like dance workshops and singing or music! and we get to perform on stage on the last day! its sooooooo cool!!! and there will be amazing games and lots of things! and the cool T - shirt!!!! and etc etc... ahhh!!! i am so going crazy cant wait!!! if i have to choose one i will be soooo upset!! i also cant becos of 2 days don take up tt job... so i reach a point where i totally gave up on thinking and just prayed and trust God tt he knows wats best and he wont just give me this kinda job and let me choose camp or exposure! so i was afarid and worried for the few days when Veron was helping me check... but i keep telling myself to trust God and ytd i msg Veron and she called me back... and guess wat?!

Wahahahahahahhaha! she say my off day is approved!!!!! WUU HOOO!!! means i can go for youth camp and work too!!! AHAHAHHA PRAISE GOD! He is so amazing! and just now Fiona called me and said she found a job at a printing shop ard my house area and they still looking for ppl to work for them and the timing is super flexible... part time... and i can get to learn everything abt the printing and so whenever i do design i will be careful of all the mistakes designers make tt printers cannot get wat they want... so i have planned my schedule... i can work 2 jobs... morning to 6 i work at the Veron there then at night i can work at the printing shop and everything is just amazing! and the printing shop wants to hire designers in future... so its really good! and so near my house! wuu hoo! sooo happy!

Well tts all abt today! got to go back and do designing for camp! hee! excited! bye!

ccwq Was Here!!!~

2007-05-21T15:46:00.000+08:00

Boring!!!! i'm using mac to blog and therefore got no buttons to change colour for text and stuffs... so sianz lo... haiz... but anyways...

I'm here to talk abt wat happened ytd or say the day b4 ytd... well i really wanna thank ccwq~ for being my guest writter... isn't she amazing??? i think she did a great job! thanks qing!

Well wat she said was rite but just the bus thing abit wrong lahz.. haha... i waited for 15mins then 2 buses came and when i wanted to board the bus i realised i don have my wallet... so went back to get it then boarded the next bus!!! zzz! then when i was on the bus my ez link no $$ and my wallet onli got $10 then i realised actually i din had to go home take my wallet cos my bag got $8 and all $2 notes!!! dumb dumb rite!!!! hahahaha! but its okie lahz... its over...

i wanna say tt qing was super nice! i was sort of dying and she really helped me lo... she hold me so tight cos she was afraid tt i might faint and make sure everything was ok wif me... when she know i cant take it she will ask me to sit down and rest... then i told her i cannot alr need take cab home... so up and the story was there... but after i woke up she was amazing! i was still in pain and she wanted to go cook for me... and stuffs... then i decided to go cook wif her cos no matter wat its my house and she is not comfortable wif my house stuffs so i went wif her and we cooked for my dad then realised tt my bro was awake and so cooked for him too! then my bro was shocked! guess he need some love lahz... hahahahaha! ^^ then when we ate ours then she went back and wash up everything for me!!! she is so amazing lahz... then she accompanied me till i felt better late at nite... then she went back... i asked her to pei me cos i don wanna be alone in pain! hahaha! ^^

Anyways today was the bridge club thingy... and i wasn't in the mood lahz... felt horrible the whole day... untill when i went to watch blades of glory! super funny lahz... and damn disgusting! but ok lahz funny made me laugh and forgot everything but now its settled! haha so i'm better now!!! ^^ love you guys! so yup! but amazing thing is Apostle look sooooooooo much better today!!! ^^

And er.... i wanna say tt Vibrant youth!! i soooo love you guys and i hope for the best for u guys and i really pray u guys keep going and don give up! u guys are really important in my life... cant imagine me leaving u guys! i'll hurt! i'll break! haha... cos u all are amazing!

And Graham! u are amazing! good job! anyways he won the bridge club champion!! CONGRATZ!!! broke record say... ^^
well i just wanna say tt u might think i don care or forever don wanna talk to u but no... i still treat u as a fren and still will care and wanna talk to u... well ya sometimes i get irritated or watever but well i am human and i just wanna say u are amazing! anyways CL is awesome!!! super fun and super exciting!! glad u are in it... saw the little moves u did just now! NICE!haha! jia you and careful!!!

Signing off~
ESTPP

CCWQ Was Here!!!~

2007-05-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

0kay, ESTPP is sick now and sleeping soundly. here i am as her guess-writer". so, i can write.. ANYTHING! bwahahaha!~

0kay, whatever to just now. i'm here to write her life story....

For The Day.......

today; pain-fulfiling-day. firstly, in e morning she was late for her morning dance class. and her friend here couldnt wake up. so she just went alone and happily forgot to bring her ez-link card and only realise it when she was already at e bus stop. as she waited for e bus, no sign and e waiting goes on. looking at e time she realise that she actually had wasted her half an hour just waiting for A BUS to arrive. after that, finally e bus was here and she went up e bus asking some aunties whether do they have any change for a two dollar note, one aunty change with her. when she rush up to e dance studio and open e door only to realise that there was no lesson at all. but no one gave her a call or even text her. she did gave her handphone no. to some of e people but..
so she just sat there and watch others practicing for 'chingay'. she knows that i'm going to her school to pass camera to her friend so she tried calling me again see if i'm awake. after passing e camera, its my turn to go back to my school; my teacher needed me to pass him e photos. by then she was already in pain; cramps. yeah, people out there, she seriously CANNOT take pain.. not even a little, she would probably start curling up and maybe even faint.. which happened before. when we were on e train, e pain was 1/4, she still can tahan". i feel e journey was a little draggy, thats just how i felt at that point of time. as usual, we chat and whine a little here and there when we were on e train. really miss those time when we were still in secondary school. brought e panadol(thats how she spell it, i dont know correct not.) but she cant eat it yet because, she have not have a proper meal yet. i happily forgot about calling Mr. Jimmy so we waited for him to come back so i can pass him e photos. by the way, Mr. Jimmy is my photography teacher.
as we were waiting we chatted about e dancers there teaching and how different it is compared to outside. *different dance teacher teach differently. finally he was at level7, went up and pass it to him and forgot to bring up e receipts for e cab-fares. crap! it was actually in my cardholder which was already in my pocket. how smart. still, went down to call sebrina to go with me than afterwards we can just go off from there.

JUMP*

when we were almost at bugis, her pain started tring to rule her. went to e food court for a propre meal, she ate half way than ate e panadol which eventually made her and e pain worst. she even stayed in e washroom for who knows how long but when she came out she was already half dead. than still need to walk to take bus no. 23, that was even worst.

she started to drag her way there
with e pain still stuck there
but she got no where..

hmm, poem! by the way, in e end we took a cab to her home. in e cab she was still sturggling in pain and i really dont know what to do! man! than i kept asking her not to focus on e pain but anything else like; praying or e song or anything, just not e pain. she tired, it worked a little. out of a sudden! she needs to vomit! and panic bell starts ringing red or blue in my mind. 0kay, we need a plastic bags! thank God e driver got two or else.....

e vomit was in disgust! EERRRR!!!!!! u still can see e colour of e beef noodle! 0oh, e worst part! u can even smell it! CRAP!!!!! YUCKS!!!!!!!!! and we both plus e driver still in e taxi! URGH! disgusting!!!!! but e driver was nice, he even stop at e side for her to throw e bag. umm, litter-bug. HAHA! than what?! u expect her to hold on to it and with us smelling it?!! 0oh man! i dont wanna imagin that. YUCKS! than finally, home sweet home and i can use apple! *yeah*

long entry! now is eh, 7:35pm. she just woke up just now and went back to sleep again. er, now awake again, yawning and stretching. xD

signing off,
`ccwq.

OMG

2007-05-11T16:38:00.000+08:00

u know the previous post? when i click publish blogger was saying there was an error tt occurred and i was like wat the.... then i was like omg all i typed! gone! but phew! its still published! if not i will email blogger! haha! okie nitez ppl! love u all! of cos just purely as frenz.... noo more than! hahahahahhahaha! ^^

!!

2007-05-11T16:31:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps once again! i'm back to blog... super tired and sianz... i just come home aft church reno and my dad was worried why i'm home always so latee.. but i jus wanted to take a ride back so tts why so late lo... anyways had fun today... and vivian and jolynn went down today... they were awesome... jus tt i think they were suppose to clean up somewhere but they din... guess they forgot haha... well its so exciting shifting in like the following day alr... so excited... seeing the hard paper machae work up in the pillar bronze in colour paid off... haha... so much for working for onee full day...

There was once JH me and PR we 3 did paper machae from fri to sat morning!!! then i went for dance and wow dance was so difficult that now my legs muscles are aching(sorry if its wrong spelling haha)! but better alr... ^^

After tt tough dance prac i went home and slept till sunday hahah! dance is fun! i love to dance! i cant wait till i master dancing and make my dancing look better! hhahahahahah! exciting!!

Just now while bathing.... haha guesss wat?!
Don panic ppl! nth much... er just tt when i spit my sliver and happen my throat was bleeding hahah! er scary ah? i also scared and its really red blood not brown... haha ouch my throat hurts now!!! hahaha wats happening! haa... and then just now when i finish eating my teeth or say gums was bleeding too! then aft i brush my teeth its bleeding also! but its not like normally when u brush teeth sometimes will have blood kind? its like quite alot.... haha like one quarter of my mouth or say half of one quarter of my mouth was filled wif blood.... haha donno how freaked out i was... but of cos i think i know why so i din really got scared aft tt... too heaty i guess.... whahahaha therefore... i think i better get some rest... whahhahhaaha... or itt might get worst... haha... chaoz.....

hello

2007-05-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps... once again i'm back to blog... its been a long time huh? well throu out this time i have been relaxing... going to malaysia shopping!!! bought lots of clothes and even on the well second day of my holiday or say break my whole bag was filled wif ants!!!! its like their nest!!! and i saw the queen ants!! in the pocket of my bag... i donno wat happened... but its just one day of few hours tt all tt amount of ants got in the bag... and my bag has been moving ard too!!! really don understand why... haha... but well i had fun... took a break and went to wild wild wet and slack and just hang ard...

Well today i was out the whole day wif my fren and we had fun! watched spiderman and songs of the sea and went to dophin lagoon... haha... exciting lahz... lots of things happened and well hard to tell u all here it will be long hahahhah... well i'm tired after a long day and i really wanna thank tt fren for making today or say ytd a great day! ^^

Well church is shifting alr.... no longer at nigara! its at belmorera road or something like tt beside crecent girls.... busy helping to construct the whole building sort of'? fun fun! yes shifting!!! okie gtg tml need to go lasalle to settle tuition grant! so must wake up early so gtg love u all! nitex!!!!

Jacob!

2007-04-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps... today is an awesome awsome day... i went out wif Esther, David, Faith and Isaac(JT)... we watched freedom writers today and we all enjoyed it and had lots of fun wif counter ppl... haha... well there was this lady who took my number from me when i was buying cheese fries in kfc... she was the counter lady... then when faith was buying ice-cream at mac this counter guy gave her fries for free... haha and when i go back at the food court this uncle gave me alot of food... like big scoop of the food and charged me 20cents less..! haha... ^^

We laughed abt it and talked abt Jacob! haha!

I think he is adorable! he just always makes me so happy... seeing him makes me smile... like a little didi.... i like looking after him... and witnessing to him and telling him tt he matters! and is dearly loved hahahaha! he is really cute......... haha... but importantly is God love him more than anyone and... he don have to be popular to be loved but are alr loved... seeing him in church ytd was amazing... oh ya he came to church ytd.... came himself willingly......! i was just soooo blessed........ its like seeing the harvest alr... haha... ^^ but still.... not saved yet... so i'll keep going!!! ^^ Jacob's salvation God! Lester too! and may! help her...

Today i went to settle my sch stuffs and then brought my mum to the chinese doctor cos she sprained her ankle... then sent her to ahma house and visit ahma, talk to her and just showing love and served my mum... and just ya being love to them... and my dad too i bought dinner for him today... and treat my mum lunch too...! sure feels good doing tt... well i'm gonna do my QT and spend time wif my awesome God who always watches over me..... I love you Jesus! oh yes and ppl i am learning dance now.... hahaahaha... not very nice lahz but learning and i'm gonna train my body le... whahahhaha... yes...! chaoz!

bangseh

2007-04-06T07:03:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps... i'm now at eagles nest... hmm was actually supposed to meet a few frenz just now but cos one of them decided to want to go home to change and bathe first before coming to meet me at the theater another wanna rush down from sch and the other waiting for the reply of someone then able to come down meet me...

Well i was there waiting for the reply to buy tickets to watch the movie freedom writers... its an awesome awesome movie! i really wanna watch! but then they all couldnt make it on time and i cant make it on the later time so everything was cancelled... i was there... alone... not knowing where and wat to do... so i decided to come here... well... yes i got "pang seh-ed" or an air plane just took off... hahaha... and now i understand how tt person felt when tt person was "pang seh-ed". but i guess its too late to find out now...

I feel so upset and disappointed lahz... cos i was soooo excited to meet them and watch freedom writers although i watched it alr... but as the time passed by min by min i got sadder and sadder... wahahahahaha! but its okie... i prayed and went to buy a trimisu conetto ice cream to cheer me up! haha! its soooo nice... it says on the wrapper trimissyou... so sweet rite? i don really remember the spelling thou... not sure if its rite... anyways... yup...

Went for a celebration company dinner and ktv ytd... haha most of them had red faces cos they drank quite a bit... shocked to see alex and kevin's hair... haha... missed uncle nelson... had alot of fun then and played with dice and sang songs and hear other ppl sing and watch ppl play and shouting here and there.. was happy and enjoyed myself and got closer to a few of them... but got upset when i saw kevin smoking after the ktv... i'm so not sure if he has been smoking all along or jus cos he was a little drunk or cos of the girl he brought.... don really like her... she is cute or say pretty but haha weird and crazy... guess kevin likes tt kinda type... but oh well who am i to judge...
The 3 guys was drunk a little... and kevin brought a girl along and she also a bit i think she i not sure but she seems crazy enough to believe she is a little... i got worried after tt... worried for the 3 of them... they din go home aft tt too and of cos the girl was wif them too... which was like 2plus am alr... worried but ah who cares wat can i do... so i just went off wif the bosses and colleagues haha... Irene and mandy sent me home as usual.. then mandy sent me up the lift cos there was this weird person who asked me which side of the corridor i live in... haha was feeling kinda uneasy but guess nth will happen... then went home bathe and slept on my comfy bed... had to chase Jerome down my bed thou... haha... then did my qt and killed a small crockcrouch!!! not really but put a deck of cards above it... and run to bed at like 3plus... couldnt really sleep till like 4 plus? haha... well miss my colleagues... and my com was dismentalled...! hmm just a few days away and my com is gone! sad......... well wanna see how i work when i am there? when i get stressed or when i am busy this is how my table will look like when i work... ^^

Messy huh? haha... okie i wanna go do stuffs alr... chaoz...

Hello Hello Hello!

2007-03-31T03:46:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps.... Today is my last day of work in Nam Ho alr... quite sad yet also is a relief cos here super stress and tiring... i need a break! haha... packed all my stuffs alr... later must clear everything and pack the table... leave le then can go learn dance and do wat i want... anyways, going to eat lunch alr... they got a mini celebration to send us off... exciting... hmm later also buying pizza for the whole office! so fun... i wish i can at least eat one too! haha greedy rite? but its okie... haha just cos i love to eat pizza!! haha! ^^

Well throu out this job i learnt quite a few things and met alot of interesting and fun ppl... and i am very happy... haha... but i have to go fins other job le ba... cannot stay here... hahaa.... okie then i better prepare myself to go lunch le... haha chaoz...

La salle?

2007-03-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps... jus wanna share abit abt this week... this week i fall sick... and so i cant wait to quit my job to rest... but the thing is when i'm abt to leave i jus feel like i don wanna quit... i miss the peeps here... sometimes.... miss michelle which i think sarah look super like her... also hello kitty fan... and hellen and cat and irene and mandy.... and cindy jie and patsy.... haha... nice ppl... and ahyap too! he super funny de... then today my printer cannot work haha... donno why maybe i shld print so much non related stuffs here ba... haha... but i work here... haha... anyways come early today also cos leaving le so get some stuffs packed and get ready lo... hmmm i got into La Salle.... and i feel super bad i got in on the other hand happy. but at first i din expect to go in to tt sch... i jus wanted to try and see where i stand in design. and now i feel bad. but i'll go la salle cos i don wanna go rp....
Anyways... i gtg back to work now... cya!

laselle

2007-03-25T06:46:00.000+08:00

Hello! today i went for la selle interview.. and got to know this 3 guys... i realised tt i am really talkative!!! hahahhaha! cos they 2 of them was super quiet while the other go toilet and we were asked to discuss abt the topic "design is all around us". and so i had to start the whole talking thingy and keep toking and toking haha till the other guy came back he also very talkative de... ^^

Anyways now i'm back in office obviously hahaha! printing itineraries now then i always take the papers when it just printed out then now my thumbs hurts!! like got burnt! hahahhahahaha! okie i better so see in case it ran out of my color paper chaoz!

working!!! Natas!!

2007-03-24T08:11:00.000+08:00

^^ Hello peeps! haha! i'm working now and super funny... haha... today natas fare first day! haha then i come office nth to do... hmm but helping them answer phone calls lahz... first time working first floor...! one of the sales person thought i am tranning sales stuff then wanna teach me how to do sales.. sianz... i almost fainted!!! Then some more cat say can siam then siam then i so sianz lo have to do sales... haha but then ah choy was thinking how come i doing sales then i tell the sales person say tt i do design de then i onli helping to pack flyers and hear phone call onli then he din teach me do sales hahah! *phew**

Today morning when i sleeping my house phone rang and no one pick up so i rush to pick it up and realised tt its calling from TP! oh my!! i was so shocked...! then they ask me if i have my port folio and so i said yes and then they say ok can u come down for interview later at 1230 in the morning? and i was like oh in the afternoon u mean? then she say no morning... and i am like 1230 afternoon wat.... then she say ya morning 1230 noon time... then i was like okie!!!! hahahaha then i went back to my bed to sleep then i taught to myself hmmm my port folio first page very not nice its my letters and stuffs so i dragged myself out of bed and went to find pictures to draw and make it nicer looking then i print and went to bathe.. then i started to draw.... i told myself i have to finish by 12 then go down to tp... then i in the end really finish at 12 hahah! then went down to tp lo!!! scary lahz... then saw Jeremy inside super encouraged! hhaha then saw Romie later on in the other waiting room... hmmm i din know wat to say when i was interviewed lahz... i din say alot of things and they keep asking me non related stuffs and they wanted me to join band.. but i don wanna join band i wanna join dance! i really wanna go into TP so peeps pray for me okie?! ^^

wuuu jus now i pick the phone call then i donno wat to say hahaha cos he asking for free and easy KL! haha i donno anything haha hear phone and transfer i still can lahz hahaha... ytd was opening for natas fare then boss bought kfc and PIZZA HUT!!!! my favourite!!!! so happy then i eat alot and alot of stuffs happen ytd i super happy... besides the meeting everything was fun! haha but during meeting i also hear a few tours lahz super fun lo... wanna go wanna go wanna go!!!!!!!! I WANNA GO PULAU RADANG!!!!!! very cheap onli i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go!! wan go relax b4 sch lahz........ sad.... hahahahahhahahhahahahahahhaaha! i'm going crazy!!! haha... getting better... at picking up phone calls... hahahahaha! ^^ bored okie i got nothing to say le... chaoz!!

natas!

2007-03-22T09:31:00.000+08:00

Hello!!!! whahahahahahaha i'm at work again!!! ^^

Hmmm natas fair is like this fri and like everyone here so gan jiong!!! hahaha!! then like me and a few girls were like sorting out the sales kit for the fair then most of us the hands all got cut bby the papar! hahaha! pain! but nvm ahz... small cut! ^^

Hmmm like so exciting like tt lo!!! haha! but really very busy! but throu this sorting out papers for sales kit i got closer to this 2 attachment from TP students! haha! one of them jus came in for like 3days onli have to OT everyday le.. haha! poor thing! haha! anyways the one who jus came in super look like my church Sarah! super! jus tt sarah smaller size haha! she also got same colour and curlly hair! hahahaha!

I think 2 days ago the printer person who is helping us print our books gave me mac and kfc coupons then i so happy then next day i lost it!!! misplaced it i think then i super sad! then today i saw him in the afternoon then he gave me another 2 more kfc one haha! then i happy again then alex change wif me he gave me pizza hut one!!!!! wuuuu my favourite!!! hahaha! so happy! then ytd i lazy bring charger home from work then today when coming to work toking to my boss and someone halfway got cut off!! sianz... all for being lazy then my boss cannot collect for output cos she donno how to! sianz hopefully nth wrong!! haha okie gtg back pack sales kit le chaoz!!!

finally!

2007-03-21T03:47:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! haha finally i completed my booklet for my work! took like years to finish it lahz! haha! but i now feeling kinda upset cos i realised tt my favourite country "JAPAN" the booklet got alot alot alot alot alot of problem! i couldn't finish one of my collage or say boss sis or boss help me do... but then she left out quite alot of things and so the booklet now not consistant and alot of mistakes lo... haiz... jus cos we are rushing! don really have the time to prove check it... i sooooo upset and on the other hand worried tt i get scolding... i have to take responsibility for it lo... cos i came out wif the design.... i'm to blame... very scared and upset!!! haiz... its not easy to do a book lo... tts why i wanna faster complete the one i am stucked on now... not work one lahz... haha hmmm! tt somebody pls send me...!!!!

anyways now at work... finish the booklet alr... now donno wat to do... maybe itinerary ba... haha.. okie i'm going back to work! chaoz!

WUUU!

2007-03-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! wow haha i broke a new record... ytd we finish work at 3am! haha! wow! every week like tt break record i'll die... then i don dare to reach late also cos i don wanna like late for work and stuffs... even if i plan to be late i still cannot make myself be sooo late... donno why... haha! anyways... yts slept at 4 then woke up at 915am today! haiz... haha... cos need go down to appeal to go TP or change course in RP! haha! did i tell u all i got into RP? Republic poly? suddenly i feel like very fun... very happy to get into RP! haha... but still trying to see if i can get into TP or not... anyways went down to RP today... got lost like 4 times 4 diff directions give by 4 diff ppl... haha... in the end stuck at the bus interchange for quite long till i find my bus to get there... haha...

The sch look like some hospital thou haha... my fren say de... haha.. but ok lahz quite fun.. diff environment <-- i think.. like wrong spelling ha! ^^ anyways still at work now... but leaving soon i guess....! sianz everyday work OT cannot go conference... heard its super good! i wanna go! and i wanna go on my holiday next month! i wanna quit my job this month and then next month go holiday and start sch... hahahahhahahaaha! ^^ okie lahz i very lazy to type le whahahahahhahaha! bye peeps!

Tired!

2007-03-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hello! i'm soooo dead tired! slept at 4 last nite... my dad's camera spoilled! haiz i so worried tt i cannot sleep! then lots of things happen... now i am at work... and my whole body system is like breaking down... i wanna sleep i don wanna work haha! how i wish i am on hols too! and the day b4 ytd my canon photo printer spoil... wasted the whole row of ink... and the photo papers... hmmm how interesting can this week get? even at work when i complete something the ppl in charge will add more things... stressed... donno when can i complete this and quit the job! i cant take it!!

Testimony... i got in to Rebublic Poly!! thou i really wanna go Temask Poly but at least i got into somewhere...... i wanna appeal! haha! thank God! really donno wats His plan in my life but if i really cannot go in TP then i shall take RP lo! haha! ^^

OH MY! i'm like here blogging and then right infront of me this UGLY, SCARY INSECT CRAW OUT OF THE CURTAIN AND IT LOOK SO disgusting!!! donno how to spell it when its in caps haha! AND ITS FLYING ARD MY OFFICE!!! ARUGH! T_T *help*!

haha!

gtg! BYE!

back

2007-03-14T04:31:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! hahahaha! u know i have been wanting to blog since last thurs but i din had the chance to! too busy alr! cos work is really too much to finish! haha! and deadline is getting nearer and nearer! hahahahaha! stressed! had to work till 130am tt thurs haha! wow last week was really a super tiring week tt made my mood got bad! haha! no good no good! too tired alr! haha!

Anyways.... donno wats wrong wif this fren who does not wanna reply my smses and pick my call or even call back... donno wat is wrong wif tt person but i jus wanna say tt i still care and i am worried... hope u are ok! well if u wanna dislike me for being irritating then i got nothing much to say... but i'm sorry... but i have to do it
jus to let u know i din forget abt u and i STILL CARE!!!

Ok haha back to me... working now... its lunch break but i have to continue doing work or i cant finish so now jus come to blog first! super tired ytd till i like attituded everyone at home! haiz! tts when u all have to pray for patience for me and self control!!! pls!!

Today almost flare up too! but cannot! i must control!!!! so yeap! I WANNA GO IGNITE!!!!!!!!! BUT I WORKING!!!! OT!!! I CANNOT!!!!!! Peeps if u are reading and u are free do go ok! its amazing! today!! or i think tml also have call P.R if u wanna go! haha cya! *back to work* *Yawnz*

2007-03-05T14:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm hello peeps... haha... u know today we watched the persuit of happiness i think! hahaha... then so funny lahz the small boy! he told like jokes funny! haha... anyways er.... today my mum and dad cooked mee robus and gluticious rice! hahahha! but i no mood to eat haha! anyways i went home not feeling very well... and i heard tt today most ppl got reunion dinner so i ask my mummy why we don have so she sraigh away go into the kitchen and perpare steam boat haha so we ate it with my jie and wan jun and then kelvin also ate abit then mercy jerome m mummy and daniel also come eat haha... oh and and veron... so fun eating wif them! we taught them our family way of eating abalone with then frying thing... haha i mean the hot plate thiing... hmm..... hen now my jie they all watching the ella show again then kelvin aadn wanjun and veron left le... hmmm...

Service was awesome today!!! really awesome!!!! hahahahhahahahha!!! ^^ there was mana from HEAVEN!!! hahaha... peeps believe it or not there is like donno how to discribe how it looks to u but its amazing! aft service the mana was all over the floor!!!!! sooooooooooooo amazing!!!!!!!!! we saw it right b4 our eyes!!! food from heaven!!! ^^ i'm just thinking... the mana is so small and how the isrealites be full haha must be alot... ^^ so cool!! today service was a bit messy during ushering lahz but in the end was pulled throu... ^^ haha! amazing! God is so amazing and sent amazing ppl too! Chi boy buy mu mentos twisties peanuts and m&m chocos!!!! hahahhahaha! nice nice! ^^ yup guess tts all lahz... okie okie cya ard peeps! miss ya all!

oh oh and sat we went to play bball haha and i really suck at it hahaha! i totally forget how to shoot le lo... so i am really bad at it haha... hmm then play le then i bathe and then i go back office to take my port flio to print today but anyways i forgot also lo today!! sick! then i went down to tiong to celebrate wif my crew members...! hahahaha! then we go take neo print and had fun and ae till we all super full hahahahhahaha! anyways then came home and all my reletives here cos my bro birthday ccelebration haha so i was entertaining them then prayed and then met another fren awhile while doing the vibrant cards hahahaha wif the help of my cute cousin khor nee... then joan din come... then all my little cousin haha so funny... anyways tts all folks!!! i wanna go rest le! whahahah! nitez!

wuu!

2007-02-27T10:02:00.000+08:00

Hmmm! Tell u peeps something! whahahaha! u know on sat i went to the beach to see stars then when i was lying there on the sand i decided to take out my specs! whahahahaa! and guess wat!? hahaha! for the first time in my life i saw stars so bright! i din know stars is always tt bright and so haha! yup i was very happy tt day!

Ytd watched the Ella show! whahaha funny! but then my sis watch till next cd le!!! i havent cos i ate medicine and today working so must sleep! whahaha!

Anyways finish work le today's event is awesome got food to eat haha and alot of ppl i donno wat to do haha jus stand there see the lion dance! hahah! okok i wanna go off le! meeting some of the youths today! ^^ bye!

Friday cell

2007-02-25T02:16:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! ytd cell was awesome! God came and He just filled my empty heart during worship! hahaha! hey peeps i really wanna go to Temask Poly ok! so do pray for me! pls!!! really really wanna get there! hahaha!

Anyways back to cell! ya! it was awesome and then after tt P.R had a surprise BBQ after cell! she was saying tt the bible said tt we shld enjoy life and so she had a BBQ and we all get to relax, eat have fun chat and jus enjoying ourselves...

Then din know wat sam alvin did to eric then i saw eric sitting on sam so i wanted to get a photo of tt! and when i stand up! *BANG* and i was back on the ground! kneeling! i hit CEPHAS'S CHIN!!! OUCH!!!! HIT SO HARD THEN I REALISED TT IT IS NOT HIS CHIN BUT HIS TEETH!!! *OUCH*

Then wif the blur vision tt i have i still manage to catch the shot! hahahha! so pain lahz! i hit super extream hard eh! then my head was a little giddy! but Praise God! nth happen to me! jus very pain lo!!!!!!! *humph*

But this morning! when i woke up! was late for work again! suppose to come at 8 but i onli manage to come at 930! sianz! din mean to do tt lahz... but my pillow was so comfortable tt i couldn't even hear the alarm! haha! really! cos i have been sleeping on tt pillow for years! and it is flat now! and so my whole body well not really but my neak and my shoulders hurts super badly now! and everytime i wake up from sleep my neak jus hurts!

So i told my mum tt i wanna change pillow but she was like CNY cannot! the kinda thing! so i cannot but she got a extra pillow so she gave me one and i put 2 pillows!!! and wa!!!!!!! so nice!!!!!! wish i'm on my bed now lahz!!!! its jus like hmmmmmmmmmm............. dreamland! talking abt tt now my shoulders start to ache again! boring!

Hmm oh yes and when i'm in the car i rub my head and there is a big SWELL!!!! PAIN!!!! CEPHAS!!!!! *arugh* so painful lahz tt when i rub it my right part of the head gets like numb... and a little giddy! when i rub lahz! hmmm oh well!

Praise God! like finally i get to format my HDD!! haha! wif the help of my working place the drive tt they have! so i am formatting it now! all my stuffs transfered alr! hhahahaha! thank God! and waiting for it to be ready now! haha! and btw i'm working now! if i get caught i'm doomed! haha! okie tts abt all! i'll wait for my HDD! haha! bye peeps!

hello peeps!

2007-02-09T05:45:00.000+08:00

Hmmm its been long since i am thinking so much! whahahaha... recently lots of amazing stuffs has been happening! good and bad! haha but my God is still big and awesome! cos he never fails to hear me out and answer me....

this week is a super blessed week and i thanks God for it... went for grad cerermony ytd... its so boring yet i am very happy cos i get to see most of my frenz again! i soooooooo miss them! i miss JAIYA the most! cant wait to see him again! will give him a big hug! Jaiya is a very good fren of mine in ite... always there for me and always so cool and nice to tok to lahz... since year 1 we were very close and now like haha miss him so much! and i am starting to miss the class! and MR BOI!!!!!! but its ok... we have to move on! hahahahah!

ytd first time tok to JT for fun on the phone so fun hahahahaha! next time got more ppl to chat wif le... wahahah... he so interesting lahz... JT very nice to call... haha... i'll like jus call for fun... JT sound so nice haha... okok i gtg! i wanna go pray! haha! peeps keep praying for Apostle!!!!! fight for him! ^^ cya!

WUU!

2007-02-03T02:00:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.... today is a great day haha... thou still a little headache but its ok lahz... at least more energetic than the previous days.... haha... today morning when taking a cab with my sis, i found a 50cents coin... i wanted to keep it... haha 50cents! but i was like wow why not... but i felt tt its not right... so in the end i show my sis the coin and she said give it to the uncle... and so we did... and in the end when i sis pay the cab fee he gave the 50cents to my sis... hahahaha... so u see test like this can turn and become a blessing instead... ^^

haha and i was so blur today tt when my sis drop me at paya labah i took the wrong side train!!! haha... happily take the train and it went backwards instead... i din realise cos i was reading my bible and thinking of stuffs... and so when they say eunos i tot it was the right side.. then kembangan and i tot it was kallang... then tenah merah... hmmmmmmmmmm then i taught... how come the train turn so far... i tot the machine got problem say wrong name... then i turn to see and i AM AT TENAH MERAH!!!!!

i was so shocked so i stop and went down to change to the other side! oh my! wasted my time... i could have not been late for work lahz!!! haha... so in the end i was like 15mins late! haha.. thanks to my blurness... haha... tts what happened today! okie okie! gtg! do work time!!! bye!!!

WORK!!!

2007-01-31T09:30:00.001+08:00

Hello my frenz.... i'm now at work... feeling a little sleepy now but i can fight this.... have to do lots of things for the presentation next month haha... anyways i kinda start to love this job whenever my boss ask me to do something... haha... i cant stand it doin everything w/o him ard.. there's no aim and no where to go in tt sense...

Anyways... ah ha... nothing to say donno why.. lol kk cya bye!

Hello again!

2007-01-29T14:59:00.001+08:00

Haiz! today drink coffee to keep awake in work again!!! sianz...

U know wat? today my teeth super painful! then i was looking for the root cause of it and i found out its my wisdom tooth tt is causing the pain! so irritating! sianz... have to pluck out... pain! pain!!!!!!! zzzzz....

anyways i waiting for my video to finish remdering so decided to come blog... recently alot of things happen and i am super busy to blog lahz... haha... but then God is still good lahz!! haha... hmm.... working is so tiring... i feel like sleeping.!

Peeps u know recently i so excited to go shopping? haha cos chinese new year coming le... wanna buy nice clothes for CNY so excited to go shopping to buy nice nice clothes... yawnz! super tired lahz... anyways cant wait to finish my vibe book and print it out! haha i'll look cool! haha... okok i guess i better stop b4 bosses think i am slacking! hahaha! bye!

LORD HELP ME!!!

WorkWorkWork

2007-01-24T08:44:00.000+08:00

Hello! i'm at work again!! hahahaha.... enjoying myself here... did video editing and add the songs in... haha sound quite nice! whahahha..! while looking for songs i found some band songs tt i use to play in band and i sooooooooooooooooooooooooo miss band!!!!!

I miss ITE concert and JAZZ band... i miss St hilda's alumni band... sianz...... so miss band! i wanna go back... but i can't! i working! haiz..... i really wanna go back to band and play those nice songs... so fun and exciting! and and and the sound so nice and the songs so heart melting.... haha... arugh! really wish i had time to go back...

Did some vibrant designs jus now too and its awesome... i love it! hahaha... happy! hmm still crazy abt the short film tt my grp and i won... whahahahahha... still so amazed by it... PU0501R we won back our respect... section head cannot say we slack le... hahaa.... he got no say.... whahahahahaha.... good job girls! good job talents! and good job crew members! u all rock! haha... can't wait to meet u all up!

Anyways... hmmm alot of things makes me happy hahaha... Pls pray for Cephas peeps he not feeling well... and haha i need to go shopping soon! chinese new year coming! my sis gonna bring me go shopping! but not sure when... hahahahaha... ^^ cousins!!!! i miss you!!!! joan, khor nee, ade, eunice and all peeps! hahahaha! i'm a little crazy ah? haha... super tired! till now i still need coffee to keep me for the whole day of work lahz...! BAD! need sleep early alr lahz... *hint* haha.... ^^

KK i got to go hear songs le... haha... or try doing a bit of things... cannot eat snake le... haha bye!

Ahma birthday

2007-01-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! ytd was my grandma's birthday! haha had a great time with my niece and my beloved cousins!!! haha... we ate and laugh and played number game when we cannot finish the food... then after tt Me Ade and Eunice wanted to trash my sis and Jerome but in the end the 3 of us ate the whole bowl... haha cos we din think properly... hahahahahaa..... and the cake was mange cake haha nice nice...

oh well the exciting thing is... aft tt when we are on our way home my bro asked me if i wanted to follow him on his bike home.. so i was so excited and went with him lahz... its like been such a long time since he ride me home aft he have his gf lahz... haha... so had a great ride home and was awesome! throu out the journey i was like talking to GOd and singing praises to Him! hahaha nice! ^^

Got to chat wif my bro a little too! hahahahaha! okie then gtg work!! bye!

AHHHH!!!!!!!

2007-01-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps!!!!!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!! WHAAHAHAHHAA!!!!

THANKS TO ALL TALENTS AND CREW MEMBERS THAT HELPED OUT IN OUR FINAL YEAR PROJECT!!!

We won the honor award for the short film "Freedom".

When i submitted it i was praying hard and praying that we will win something and aft submission my grp and i totally forgot abt it and today my fren Jane called to tell me we won the honor award and i received the email too! whahahahhahahha! Peeps i wanna say tt in times when u prayed and u forgot abt it, God still remembers it and if its His will, He will grant it!

AMEN!!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!! YOU ROCKED MY WEEK!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

And peeps continue to pray for apostle... pray his fever will go down now in the name of Jesus! POG let's stand in the gap for apostle! keep praying peeps! PUSH! Pray Until Something Happens!

work!

2007-01-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! Do continue to pray for Apostle....

Anyways, i'm working now... and i am super tired.... slept late last nite and so now i am super sleepy! hmm working here always seem to need coffee... haha i have been drinking coffee for the past 3 days alr...! super bad for health! oh well... i bought coffee jus now too and i am drinking it now! whahahhahahha.... anyways... alot of things to do in this job... boss pushing projects alr... haha... busy busy... anyways Jesus is awesome... He never fails to cheer u up when u are down... so peeps take time to know Him, He is awesome...

Doing video editing now... so happy see so many nice places and i wanna go!!!!!

Kk Chaoz!

Hello!

2007-01-15T08:17:00.000+08:00

Hello again! i'm working now... but gonna leave le... cos need go print stuffs... haha... anyways... hmmm phone low batt the whole day today hahahahha! cant wait to go home! Cell last nite was awesome! GOD U ARE SO AMAZING! everyone was praying and God's presense was there and ERIC's message is GOOD!!!!!

Whahahhhahaha! okie! i gtg le... need go home rest!! hahahaha! cya peeps! have fuN! i am having lots when i work! ^^

2007

2007-01-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

Heloo hello peeps! i'm working now and its lunch break now so came to blog!!! so many exciting things happen recently... haha...! oh well! Happy New Year everyone! haha abit slow ah but busy ma so cannot come online! whahahhaa! anyways i believe 2007 will be a new year and an awesome year for everyone! And God will bless us!!

Hmm this year i'm trying to spend more time wif God and my fellow VIBRANTS! haha... excited ay..... whahahaha miss my fellow VIBRANTS alr!! anyways peeps believe God for a miracle! and revival!! AMEN!

*please pray for me if u see this cos i'm kinda sick badly... ^^

Thanks!!!
BYe peeps! miss and love ya all! *HUGS*

Hello!

2006-12-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! the concert is a success and so was the talent bash ytd... i am so happy lahz okie... anyways... i went for leaders retreat last thurs and we played angel and mortal and my angel is sooooooooo sweet lahz he/she bought me sweets and EEYORE!!!!!!

HAHAHAHHA see so cute rite!!!! whahahahahahha! THANKS ANGEL!!!! hmm sadly the angel will onli be revealed next year so till now i donno who is my angel! haha but thanks angel! i love it!

Anyways concert was fun!!! haha! did alot of stupid things and we were high! haha... i was sick tt day but ate 2penadol b4 concert... haha... when it was encore song i sang.... and i was so scared....! i was like shivering while i am singing... and everybody can hear tt i am shaking lahz... haha... but then at the end of the concert ppl said it was nice and this guy came up to me and said, "Are you the one who sang the solo for "Come all ye faithful?" and so i said yes then he asked are you a christian and i also said yes and then he said cos u sang with alot of conviction so i kinda guess tt u are... when u sing it,its believable... and i was like "YES!" haha cos its like onli throu my singing ppl can see tt i am a christian so praise the Lord!

Enjoyed myself this whole week and haha yup its another week ahead! take care peeps! and MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

Concert coming!

2006-12-21T15:33:00.000+08:00

Hello! Concert is this fri... talent bash is also this fri! so exciting... i cant wait till concert! its christmas le... soon.... haha... so fun so fun... lol... hmm i'm abit haywired alr haha... sianz... my father wanna bring the laptop to malaysia le then i very sianz cos cannot do designs le so sad..... when i plan to do it next week de... hmmmmm.... oh well... then.... ya bored! okok gtg bye!

Church camp

2006-12-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! hello hello peeps! i just came back from church camp like 3days ago! whahahha it was so fun lahz... and i missed all of u who din go...! then sat went out wif Jane and we talked and realised that where we went b4 we met up was the same... as in i told her i went to NLB then she also went there then i was sitting inside cityhall mrt to kill time and she was too then we msg each other and boarded the same train... LOL so cute lahz... and then realised she went malaysia on wed and she also went to City Square for shopping too.. haha... wat a coincidant... lol! very happy to celebrate her birthday wif her! missed her so much lahz... then today i met up wif Eunice and Adeline mua cousinz! had alot of fun and laughed alot alot alot today! such a long time since we chat and play and talk together! cant wait till christmas to stay at Eunice house wif Adeline! hahaha! and alot of things happen this few days and i would so love to type a long long story but i got stuffs to do so cya!

Concerts on the way.... can't wait... 22 Dec too! but i cant go! sad........ but its okie!

Church camp

2006-12-12T16:14:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.... haha tml going church camp i very excited haha! cant wait but haha jus quarrelled with my mum... sianz.... my whole mood really drop... sianz... now i don even wanna say anything lahz... tok to her she sure scold me... a bit onli she attitude... ahya.... i donno wat to say... wanna say sorry she also sure scold... sianz... Lord help me.... haiz... okie tml church camp.... 4days... so cya!

YO!

2006-12-06T07:01:00.000+08:00

Hello hello!
havent been blogging awhile... haha... so nice jus coming here to say hi... lol! sianz... haha...
finally finish all my project and now holiday till i get my results and go to poly which is like at least 4months away so i now very free.. haha... hmm not exactly very free lahz... but ok lo... hahahahah... donno wat am i toking too! haha... today i jus went to ikea! haha not very big thou but ok laz... haha... tampines ikea... haha.. but the food there like quite nice eh haha... anyways the furniture there waaaa so nice lahz... then make me feel so comfy comfy de.. whahaha... wish my house is as nice and comfortable as tt... haha.. ^^

was a little tired when i was there then....... so feel like sleeping lahz... haha whenever i see the bed i so feel like sleeping! whahaha... so nice lahz... hahahahahha! yawnz! okie gtg now... cya!

*christmas colour!!!

END SCH!

2006-12-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

Hello hello!!!!
Hello peeps! wow today cell bbq was awesome! haha... ppl pushing ppl in the pool... haha... anyways... Finally today is the last day of sch... and i am super tired super tired super tired!

Wont get rest till monday onli! haha... oh well... shall start completing my 3D and submit it tml... i submitted non rendered files... anyways super dead tired... gues i gtg sleepx! jus to tell u guys! i'm so happy i got no more sch but also miss my class! PU0501R will always rmb u all! miss ya! Love ya! ^^

FLASH!

2006-12-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH!!!!! FLASH IS SO IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!

Zzzzzz i tot today pass up flash then ok le no more stress... then today do 3D tml no more stress but no!! my flash got prob! my buttons cannot work.... coding correct but cannot! i donno wat to do! T_T somebody help!!!!!
pls don start ww3 i don wanna see histroy repete! i cant bare to see it! pls....

Yawns

2006-11-28T04:59:00.000+08:00

In Sch again! haha cant wait to go for the conference later! its gonna be crazily amazing! cant wait! cant wait to see the youths again! cant wait to be there! cant wait to complete project and start design for Vibrant! haha cant wait for alot of things!

Din go for break today... went to spend time wif God and it was amazing... haven't had so much close to him since like when haha... LOVE YA!

Okie i'm getting bored! haha okie then cya!

tired!

2006-11-27T15:09:00.000+08:00

Hello hello peeps!!!

Friday cell was awesome!! it was a stay over sort of a one nite camp thing and i had lots of fun! got to meet new peeps and had alot of fun wif the VIBRANTS! sad thing was i din get to get their numbers! whahahahah!

din sleep the whole nite tt fri! haha till sat morning then went for band from 10 to 5pm... hahahha... wa sianz.... then when my section don need to play i fall asleep and my instrument almost drop whahahaha so funny lahz...

Today service was awesome too! awww jus miss the youths! whahahahhahaha! Aft lunch when we abt to have leaders meeting then Graham was very tired then he went in to subway to sit down so Faith and i went wif him too... hahahahahaha then when we sit down, we all heard the song "How Great Thou are" then the three of us silent, then a while later we started singing, "Then since my soul.....!" haha at the same time lahz... haha! then we keep singing and singing till we happy haha... so cute lahz! whahahahhaha!

Anyways a testi to share wif all of u!! God thanks for my sis! whahahah! my sis just bought a photo printer!!! whahahaha for me lahz... for my future business kinda thing! i so happy! thanks God!!! yeah! then can help the ministry toO! ^^ okie gtg do stuffs and sleep le tml must! not be late for sch! ^^

BYE!NITEZ!

STRESS!

2006-11-22T16:23:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!

Flash is so stressful lahz.... expecially when u do something wrong!!! zzz! now i'm stucked with this mistake and i donno how to continue! stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!! look at the time now!!! and i cannot complete! T_T cries! i'm tired!!! i really donno how to do flash! i know the basics but its not enough! the more i do the more messy it gets! arugh!!! Lord help me to have paitence! i'm going crazy! haha! bye! back to stress mood again! jus released stress by eating french fries and spring chicken!!! haha thanks to my dad... he feel like eating then keep disturbing my mum to buy and so i am also blessed wif it! haha but then when it comes back to work is stress again! but!

Thank you thank you Jesus! Thank you thank you Jesus! Thank you thank you Jesus in my soul!!!!!!

YTD!

2006-11-22T03:08:00.000+08:00

Hmm u know the prevoious day i was very happy rite... but ytd... i happen to hear the other side of the story... i heard they all din know wat to do when they were there.... which means they din really hear wat the band was playing... and everyone was like waiting for me to go eat wif them aft the whole performance... but i din know.... i tot they din wan me to go back wif the sch was jus playing... so i went back wif the sch and realised ytd tt they were all caught in the rain... and PR had to turn back to pick them up... cos they cannot go home from there... i feel so bad... and Keith fall sick... and seem to be my fault! donno lahz... i pray he is alright alr... heard he looked really pale lahz... so peeps pls pray for Keith for healing... Aft hearing all tt was said... i super low moral... but at least they came lo.... like thou they weren't really listening but they came all the way to support me kinda thing and wait for me and i jus follow the sch back... oh well... its over...

I pray tt everyone who was there tt day don fall sick and if they are alr Lord pls heal them pls! in Jesus Name! AMEN! Peeps i'm so sorry.... i jus wanted to let u hear how good is the band and hear wat i really love and enjoy...

But thou i felt super horrible aft tt God never fails to give me surprises... ^^
I was very tired ytd aft sch and i wanted to complete my flash project... then supposingly i was suppose to meet Adeline and my aunt (Ginny) the one same age as me de... but tt ADELINE! she fly aeroplane!!!! but i feel so bad not keeping promises to i went down to meet Ginny... we went to eat and even b4 i could take out my money she said its her treat and its ORDERED by her dad to treat me... so i was shocked and so thanked her... and her dad... they so nice lahz... then talked to her dad on the phone awhile and then we went shopping... wow she really like to shop... haha in the end she still bought something home lahz haha... so i think tt was a big blessing to me cos i was prepared to spend alot of money tt day but God made her bless me... and so yup! so if God can bless me God can bless u all toO! ^^

In Sch

2006-11-21T05:47:00.000+08:00

hello hello! today is monday again! and i am in the boring, nothing to do class again! haha... as usual every monday! hmmm but the teacher is good lahz.. haha he just offered me a job.. so haha blessed!

Today i realised tt my fren Jaiya din hand in his project agaiN! hahaha! so he treat me BK just now! haha we went to expo to eat! he promised to treat me if he don hand in... so yup wat a blessing! haha... anyways heard sofian(my band leader) said tt Wei Qing's(my best fren) photo taking skills is very good! haha so proud of her lahz... really appreciate her! she is amazing but she thinks she is still not good enough... but its also good lahz if she think tt way then she will keep improving... ^^ love her!

today meeting ade and Ginny my same aged aunt haha... then cannot meet Graham when he kena pang seh by Keith... haha feel so bad but i got no choice the dinner planned very long time ago le... but also cannot blame keith lahz cos he sick... said Jaiya... he said he look really pale... so haha Graham cannot blame lahz... ^^

Anyways getting bored of this! i wanna go next class do flash!!!!!!!!!! zzzzz! wanna do flash! haiz... this com dont have flash program bored!! okie then bye!

Awesome!

2006-11-20T15:26:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! hmm jus came home from a whole day of fun!!

Wahahahahahaha! today's performance was awesome! haha as the time got later the people get hyper! haha! we all really enjoyed ourselves in Jazz band today! come to think of it, its like few more weeks to concert and then jazz band have to go seperate ways also again... haha starting to dont wish to grad again...

church today was awesome too! miss the youths! i am so super extreamly blessed by them today! VIBRANT!! I LOVE YOU PEEPS!!! they went to Grand Capton Hotel to support me jus now while we were playing! why i so happy first thing cos they wont be able to make it for my concert.... and another thing is they all out of tiredness and hunger came down and waited for me... and they bought me flowers too!!!! 3 pink sunflower!!! soooooo sweet!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE THEM! amazing thing is they actually took a cab down lahz...... its like i feel so bad.... so really blessed by them! THANKS VIBRANT - Pastor RACHEL!, KJ, GRAHAM!, TY!, CY!, SARAH!, DESIREE!, MAY!, ALYWIN!, KEITH!, PEACE!, CEPHAS! AND I think tts all ba..... special ppl!!

Tired tired! jazz band is crazy! peeps!! i have jazz concert on the 22 DEC!!! if u wanna come pls inform me! to get tickets! thanks! It will be amazing!! i promise! hee!!! cant wait! Vibrant don have to contact me ok cos u guys got Vibrant cell!! its gonna be awesome too! ^^

Okie i gtg! bathe, do QT and sleep! tml got sch!!!! at 8!! oh my!!! faint** bye!!

Sianz!

2006-11-19T04:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm hello peeps! jus woke up half an hour ago!! wahahahaha! had a great rest! going for band now le... have to go bathe and do the other stuffs!

Feeling so stressed now... cos i donno how to do flash... i know but wat i want to do i cannot seem to know how to do it... someone good at flash pls tag and tell me u are good at it and help me pls..... i need u to be super good at it or super good at finding tuitorial.... okie then i gtg prepare b4 i am late! ^^ cya!

JunHeng!

2006-11-18T16:55:00.000+08:00

Okie! Hi Jun Heng! i said because of u i will blog rite! and so yes i am here blogging!!
okie an explaination why i haven't been blogging is cos i am super super super busy with my final year projects and other projects so tts why don have time to blog! after tt i start to not have the habit of blogging alr so i stopped for awhile... wanted to blog very long alr but always don have time! wanted to say something to someone who was hiding things from me but oh well its okie...

Anyways, i'm dead tired now... and Jerome and my sis jus came home and told me tt they were at eagle's nest too!!! hmm no their car was at eagles nest! and they din tell me anything! but its okie.... ^^

Okie! and well today's vibrant cell was awesome!!! no lets say its ytd's vibe cell! wahahahahah! miss all of u guys alr!!!

Hmm 2 yrs has passed and i am graduating from ITE alr! don't know why but suddenly i can't bare to leave them! thou sometimes we do get into alot of stupid quarrels but then i still will miss them! really miss them! thinking of it makes me sad! PU0501R i will miss u guys! pls do keep in contact!!!! or else! lol! Love you alL! and i mean it!

Well there is another last project and another 2weeks till i grad! peeps do treasure the time together... no matter who... how irritating tt person can get u will miss them when u have to leave! gtg falling asleep alr! nitez!

Bye peeps! is roland = junheng????

long time

2006-10-29T09:13:00.000+08:00

Wow! hello peeps! hmm looks like its been a long time since i just blogged huh? haha.. anyways i am now at phuket airport and had a little kinda blessing here... cos actually we are suppose to take the flight now to go back to sg but hmm had a little not really problem but ya problem and the flight was fully booked and so we have to wait for the next flight to go back to sg which is at 8.10? which means we will reach sg in like 1130 or so.. but why did i said its a blessing cos we are shifted to business class and have a conpensation os $120 each person cos they squeezed ppl into the plane but put us on the waiting list. sooo yup its a blessing!

Hmm wonder how is my group doing... i'm here and they are there and i receive a weird email from Jane and i don know wat is she toking abt.. the title of the email says, "problem". Oh my! i really donno wat is happening but i am jus gonna trust God.. M8 dead line is ard the corner and i am still here..

Well but at least i get to relax b4 i rush off for nights of projects... anyways gtg! cos i', like in the business lounch and i think someone else needs to use the com... so cya!

*Missing you*
*will see u all soon*
*love ya*

Anyways the time here is fast Sg by 1hour which means its alr 7.13pm at ur place! bye!

TIRED AH!

2006-10-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! haha... my whole body is aching now! really super tired... trying to fit my time in for frenz, church, family, project and band... it all clashes! and now my shoulders super painful! making my hands week!~ oh well... i am really tired! and my whole day is busy and stressful... everything SEEMS to be in a mess! but well God is still good and awesome!!! why cos thou my day is really like crap, God sent 2 person to cheer me up! haha one name shall not be mention but tt fren super nice lahz... helped me carry laptop and bag when i was super the tired and shoulders breaking and sent me home... really needed help jus now lahz... the other is Chermaine...>! wahhahahhaha! she so sweet! she wanted to meet up wif Graham to eat but then she requested for me to go along! ahahahahaha i am so blessed by wat she said lahz like i think she really meant it in her heart for me to go! missed her! she so sweet lahz k... really made my day... throu this tiring day aft hearing tt it made the rest of my day better! thou tired but love overcomes it all... haha... wanna go get something for her... ^^

Peeps i am really busy but i still miss the youths! Vibrant Youth! i miss u all! love you guys! ur photos are all ard my laptop wallpaper! to remind me of u guys!

And frenz out there i also do miss u guys! And especially my cousins too!!! really miss all of them! name some! haha like Joan, KhorNee, Adeling, Eunice, Lincoln, ZhangYuan!! haha and some other which i cannot rmb now... haha...

Thanks peeps! Love You All!
Hmm since someone asked me to go sleep then i will... haha.. gtg cya!

Hmm

2006-10-19T03:19:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps... haha yup in school again! haha Mr Boi looked throu the video and he say can pass... hmm... a little shaky le... hmm he say is a not bad direction for first timer... hmmm!!! not scared! haha must keep going lo... ^^

Great!

2006-10-17T04:43:00.000+08:00

Oh today in sch again.... so tiring... in sch now and in a boring class... haha... hmm toking to Ron now he so lame lahz... tok to him i also wanna faint haha... lol nvm... anyways jus finished the chiwawa and the leopard story... hmm its super cool lahz! haha... anyways my head feels so heavy! haha hmm i going out wif Khor Nee and Adeline today!!! going ah ma house! then Wei Qing might come along also haha... nice! anyways today...... lol forgot wat i wanna say...

hmm recently wont be blogging often unless in sch cos will be super busy wif projects maybe? kk gtg bye!

Great!

2006-10-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

Whahahahha! hello morning peeps! haha... well now is like 7:33am 5th Oct! haha... guess wat i din sleep the whole nite... and my frenz also pei me till now... but i guess they knocked out at 630 or so? not very sure... but suddenly they all quiet down then when i turn over they all asleep le... whahahha... hmmm did editing the whole nite! Praise God i wasn't very tired! till now still got energy haha... but donno abt later lahz... meeting PR later... whahhaha... sianz later have to go sch find mr clement! i very tired sia... body weak le i think haha... nahz! GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH! I NEED HEALTY BODY!

Hmm finally finish rough editing alr... next is planning for the next shooting le.. wahhahah... don think need re-shoot the whole thing lahz... Mr clement say don need... hmm but i am thinking alot of shots we havent taken yet so might need to do shooting on Extream Close-Ups since Ben dyed his hair... but guess i have to make do wif it... ^^

Hmmm got to get ready to go sch soon and my frenz sleeping donno wanna wake them up anot... hmm... guess i shall go pack my stuffs and get ready to go sch and go PR house!!! haha... excited! Oh and jus now ate the mashmallow TY gave me... haha very nice!!!! sweet sweet soft soft crispy crispy de... ^^

Gosh my back aches! okie shall stop here... got to go wash up and pack bag le... chaoz!

M8

2006-10-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

Oh my! hello! i am like super stressed wif my M8 project now and so i am a little crazy! cos very tired and i still got to do some project stuffs! and well tml will be another long day! and i am still awake!!! oh my! getting stressed but still! its okie! i jus have to do my job! well tml will be a long day to do project and church stuffs... haha... happy!

Know wat? Wei Qing is still at my house now! haha she is suppose to do photo edititng and choosing photos for me but guess wat?! she is slacking! enjoying her time using the laptop! in MSN chatting... find DP for herself! and she still can laugh! when i am like fainting! haha and she can hear wateva i am typing right now! cos i am sayin it out while i type it out! so far she onli edit 2 photos! and end up editing her own! photos! how sweet of her... whahahahhaha! now she tries to change the topic and take my sis comb and try wacking me! whahahhaa! now she telling me wat happened to her today! hmmm...

Haha Lester got long life sia haha i was toking to Wei Qing abt him.. and then he tok to me in msn whahahaha... anyways finally WeiQing is tired! whahahahha! i am really tired lahz... my eyes are not but i got headache and my shoulders and aching... haha... okie guess tts all ba... tml chiong m8 again go find Mr Boi if can... haha... waiting for files to be rendered! sianz.... okie gtg chaoz! must get ready to shoo her and get to bed soon! bye!

my birthday

2006-09-30T16:16:00.000+08:00

hmm my birthday was a great surprise thanks to ANDREW! haha hmm o well... my birthday hmm... haha had alot of diff smiles and stuffs... and cos of my birthday i got closer to Uncle Nelson and gang! haha... and hmm alot of other stuffs...

Feeling super tired now! recently din get to blog till today cos my internet connection has some problems so ya now its kinda fixed! so yup! hmm cell today was great! haha... everyone was like busy decoing the place and i jus love being in their mids... love seeing the youths! and lots!

M8.... my project.... really pray hard tt talents are kind enough to give me 2 days to reshoot everything! this time no play le... strick! everything must be out! according to call sheet... everyone doing wat they need to do and complete this... Ppl pls pray for me... tt i do this project as unto the Lord as well... and for the talent and group members to cooperate... and unity pls... thanks peeps! love u all! haha...

Hmmm havent been toking to someone recently... and well hope tt person is doing fine... and pressing on... not giving up so easily cos i know tt this person is not a person who gives up easily... and of cos wif God's help i believe tt person can do it... Keep going....

oh well... got to go bug my talents le.. whahhaha... cya!

tired!

2006-09-26T12:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm hello peeps! i am super tired now! dragging myself to blog haha... hmmm last whole week is really not enough sleep till today my body really cannot take it alr... if this continues my body will really break down... hmm!

Celebrated my birthday wif my family ytd! ate alot of things! we went to soulgarden to eat! then my sis and Jerome baked a heart shaped strawberry cheese cake for me! hahah so sweet! and got blessed wif $$ from my bro and grandma and a little prezzi from my aunty Linda!!! haha and last last fri the celebration got a card and a cup from P.Rachel, Sharon and Sarah! Thanks peeps! and Elysia also gave me a little thingy! and a few youth!!!!! they gave me this smaill little notebook then got message and sticker of my name on it! i was so touched lahz!!! they sooooo sweet! really! and today thanks to someone Mr Boi asked the class to sing a birthday song to me! so pai seh but it really touched my heart! tried so hard not to cry especially when tt someone gave me a hug and wished me happy birthday! really almost break down and cry lahz haha... very happy lo... and also a little sad but its ok lahz.... no point! haha... then later meet Serene Da Jie! from ite band de... then we went to eat sake... haha! then er... she brought a special person!!! haha and its Gordan!!!! missed him so much! haha they bought me famous amos cookie!!! love it! Gordan really make me suffer today haha! cos i eat till very full then he keep making me laugh then i was like suffering lahz! haha... but its good! thou they spell my name wrongly but its the taught tt counts lahz! haha...

Tml Andrew gonna treat me breakfast for my birthday!!! haha then meeting Alex and gang too! missed Uncle Nelson and Pei Wen!!! and all peeps! haha! guess will have alot of laughter tml!! haha... well wanted to go take a look at Gwen and Cephas's filming but i don think can... then wanted to meet up wif them too but heard Keith cannot make it cos he have to get somewhere by 5 so its ok lahz... hmm wanna meet the youths! STARTING TO MISS THEM ALR!!! then at nite meeting Wei Qing!! donno where she bringing me too... hhahaha... excited! okok i guess i better rest! b4 i really break down tml! YOUTHS! CALL ME OK WHEN U CAN! WANNA CHAT WIF U GUYS! OR NOT I WILL CALL!! HAHAHHAHHA!! MISSED U ALL!!!

Sunday serviice!! i love the song the more i seek you! it rocks! okok! chaoz!

Haiz!

2006-09-23T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hmm had a quarrel wif someone last nite... or say this morning! tried knocking some sense but its does not get in... don even know if tt person really understands wat am i trying to say... don even know if tt person even care to think abt it... oh well... hmm....

Just remembered... my birthday is coming again... haha... and guess wat... its the same, hstory repeats. last yr i din wanna tok to someone and din get to celebrate my birthday wif tt someone and haha here's the funny thing and this yr... its my birthday again!!! and tt someone don wanna tok to me... whahhahha... sure is weird! hmmm m8 lesson now... and... its so bored! nothing to do... onli Rui Qi and me came... all files not wif us... everything not here to let us do... zzz!!! okie! gtg!

Anyways today when i was sort of doing Quiet time and alot of things just pop out... the Holy Spirit is so spot on... i guess the fact tt i forgot to read the books for 4 days is meant to be... if i read it before everything happened i wont know wat to do...

"Do to others as you would have them do to you." Forgive others when u want others to forgive u. dont hold grudges against ppl when u don wan others to hold grudges against u. if u wan ppl to think abt ur feelings then think abt other ppls feeling too...

Can God trust you wif sorrows, wif anguish, and wif pain, or would your faith soon falter and faint beneath the strain?

God is not one-sided. He provides refuge, help, and comfort for those who trust Him, and He also sends judgment against those who disobey His standards.

Everyone must face God as Savior or as judge.
*HURT & UPSET, JESUS HEAL MY HEART, I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT! I LIFT THIS ALL UP TO U! HANDLE IT O LORD! I CANNOT TAKE IT NO MORE!* i dislike everythng! holy spirit teach me to forgive and love them even when i don't!!

Funny!

2006-09-21T15:31:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps! today i did capturing then the talents were so funny lahz! i keep laughing at wei sheng cos he super crappy in the "pub" scene! haha so funny! but very cute lahz haha... anyways today is a super tiring day! do test till wanna sleep! then i rmb someone said bi-directional mic is long one but then ZZZ its not lo!!!!!!! UNI-DIRECTIONAL then is lo!!! sianz then i din get so high marks... but its ok lahz at least i pass... i was afraid i would do badly lahz... hmm... still abit heart pain lahz but its ok lo... cos i really know the answer lo...... but i believed my fren! oh no! =(

nvm!!! okok gtg sleep! nitez!

PRAY!

2006-09-19T13:39:00.000+08:00

HEY PEEPS! oh my i jus deleted everythng i typed! sianz! ANYWAYS! ppl when u read this pls pray! pray for my grp members my production team my talent my crew!! ytd aft our shooting most of them fall sick! pls pray against the sickness in our bodies! and for a miracle healing to take place! pls pray for my team and pray for good weather tml! cos we having shooting too! pls pray tt ppl will be healed so tt they are healty and not cos of my project tt caused them to break down! important!!!

Lord i pray for ur mercy and grace to cover them right now in Jesus name! Lord your ppl is sick!!! Lord the youths! Lord i cannot let this happen! so Lord i know tt u are the healer and so i ask for your healing annointing to fall upon every crew member, every talent tt came down ytd and are sick right now to be healed in Jesus name! Lord i need a miracle! Lord show them who u are! i need to share a big testi! Lord heal them in Jesus name! tt no weapon form against us shall prosper! so Lord i pled the blood of Jesus upon each and everyone of them tt is sick right now! tt ur blood heals all sickness, from the least! IN JESUS NAME! AMEN!

Production!

2006-09-17T14:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah! ytd i was super excited abt today's shooting for m8 video production! so i did quite a few stuffs and then went to sleep! whahahahha!!! so exciting lahz.... then talked to Jonathan Pang last nite! haha had a great talk wif him lahz... missed him so much and oh my goodness! pls ppl pray for him cos he is having lots of injury here and there and for protection upon him pls!!!

Hmm today production was good! tiring and time restricking but fun! because of time and cos of talent we have to cut short alot of things... but can edit lahz... its ok... i think haha! met a few new peeps today! and they are quite interesting! haha... youths! haha... well i hope they feel comfortable wif us today lahz... suaning each other here and there! hahah.... even got closer to my grp members also... got to know them more and had fun thou haha din really go acording to our plan but well at least we all spent time and had fun wif each other i think.. haha...

Now i am home! and i am super tired! today morning when i was in bus 65 going PS when going down the stairs of the doule decker bus the bus jerked and then my albow got stucked inbetween the railing and the bus... and for tt moment i was so scared lahz... its like really stucked lo... i tried to pull my arm out but cannot very very very painful then cos the bus stoping alr and then behind me there is lots of ppl coming down the bus and i blocked and stop the whole line cos my albow was stucked! and i was like suffering cos very pain and i so scared have to call ambulance or something or have to cut off my hand! hahahhaha! then so this lady downstairs saw wat happened and she wanted to come up to help but i too din wanna block the way of the ppl behind so i decided to stand back a little to let the others move down first then when i relaxed and lean back my albow came out of the railing and i was like *PHEW* THANK GOD! seriously!! then my albow really hurts aft tt... then the lady was like worried but when my albow came out she keep smiling at me.... soooo PAI SEH LAHZ! but its ok lahz... i am glad it came out or not i don need go shooting le haha... anyways it din really hurt unless i press it now... got a bruse! blue black! so pain! really very pain... i keep forcing it out but cannot too pain le... then now when i rub its like painful till i can cry! anytime if i press too hard i really can cry lahz... oh my! its a really scary and rare and painful experience!

Oh today during production rite cos we got lights and stuffs lahz then my grp peeps all girls but thank God our talents and other crews are all guys so din really have to carry alot of heavy stuffs today... then cos all the things all so big and we have to take mrt and there at the mrt got those police and security guards lahz and we all were like die they gonna check us.... then will waste time... then we all a bit scared and worried lahz... cos so exciting haha then everyone in the station was like looking at us cos we quite big grp and got alot of big boxes and equipments ma... haha then so fun lahz... when we walked throu and they din check and we were all laughing here and there! then one of the guy he said, "Ooi keep the gun properly very loudly" haha then Jane was like so scared then she say, "OOI don eh wait they really think i got gun!". hahah... so funny! really had a great tiring day today! God bless peeps! i wanna go rest le... tml will be another long day wif them! wif more heavy stuffs! so got to rest! bye! nitex and thanks all who came to helP! i am so blessed by all of u! take care!

Great!

2006-09-15T06:20:00.000+08:00

JAIYA!!!!!! zzz so scared lahz.... my m7 talent din come!!! donno how to shoot alr... but i very happy cos tml got youth cell! i am so excited... i miss them so much! we are gonna have a great time there lahz... haha... cant wait!

so cold so cold so cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its rainning now and inside classroom air-con! *shiver* so cold!!! haha! okie hands getting numb! don wanna type le... gtg cya! keep smiling peeps! cos u might never know it blesses someone! bye!

Cool!

2006-09-15T01:20:00.000+08:00

haha... send our new script to Ms Christine alr and her respond is quite good haha... so happy... hopefully we can do well lahz... now really have to work on camrea angles and lightings and all liao... lightings really very hard to do... hmm.... don worry! can do it de!!! ^^